Getting Fatter
Added 2020-06-03 00:11:35 +0000 UTCHello! 💕
I've been looking at more before pictures and I honestly, cannot even believe that skinny little thing was me! You could see my ribs, my collar bones, my stomach was perfectly flat. My thighs were always a little chunky though hahaha, I was a fat girl in disguise.
It's really an insight into how much I've let my self go, how much I've given into my hedonistic desires. While I sit here with a stuffed tummy, two/three sizes bigger than I used to be, I cannot believe I used to count calories and work out everyday. These days, I think I eat more calories in one sitting than I used to in an entire day.
Cramming myself into my clothes is getting harder. And I don't mean my clothes from years ago, I mean my clothes from before quarantine. My jeans leave deep red lines across my belly and I can feel my buttons struggling against my swelling gut.
I can't WAIT to recreate some more old photos, I might even stuff myself in one of the old outfits.
Jessa 💕
