Foreign Pen Pals - (Daniela)

Cristiano was relieved to know that Mykhailo was alive and safe. He had an intense mixture of feelings during his phone call with Mykhailo. He felt sad and enraged for his beloved pen pal because she had lost her home and her life due to the war. He felt impotent because he couldn't do anything from the other side of the world to help her in the most difficult time of her young life. The most he could do is listen to her story and tell her it will be ok. But will it? Can he assure her of that? He's just a college student who is struggling to pay for his tuition. How could someone in his position be of any help to her?

These are the thoughts that were going through his head as she explained her story in detail. 

"I want us to be boyfriend and girlfriend, but there is something I have to tell you first..." Mykhailo continued.

Cristiano knew deep inside of him that the next words that would come out of her mouth would break his heart.

"What is it?", Cristiano answered, his voice almost trembling.

"Well... getting out of that war zone was not easy... I had to do things I didn't want to do to escape."

Cristiano sat there silently waiting for her to explain.

"Although the man that initially helped me escape had the best intentions, he handed me off to different mailmen along the way who were supposed to help me as well. Even though, they did help me escape, they took advantage of the situation. It all started when one of them mailmen caught me fingering myself and squirting all over the mail. Remember I told you about that earlier?"

Cristiano didn't respond. He started anxiously walking around his room with his phone on loudspeaker.

"Well...", Mykhailo continued after not hearing any response from Cristiano, "the man told me that I needed to suck his dick if I wanted him to take me to the next exchange point."

"So did you fucking do it?!", Cristiano blurted out angrily.

"Yes, I did it", Mykhailo responded.

"Did you enjoy it??", Cristiano asked.

"Cristiano! You have to understand I didn't have an option. My life was in the hands of these men. He basically threatened me and said he would take me back to the Russians if I didn't do what he said!"

"DID YOU FUCKING ENJOY IT?!?!", Cristiano screamed into his phone.

There was a moment of silence.

"I need you to be completely honest with me, Mykhailo!"

"Cristiano...", Mykhailo responded, "I was in a very vulnerable state. I told you I was confused, sad, defeated, and at that exact moment I was really horny - "

"WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN?!", Cristiano interrupted her.

"Please, calm down. Let me explain the situation. If you keep yelling at me, I'm going to have to call you back later", responded Mykhailo, trying to temper down his nerves.

Her response angered him more but he didn't want her to hang up so he just kept quite.

"As I was saying - I didn't know if I was going to live to see the next day. And at that exact moment, he caught me in a very horny and vulnerable state. I had adrenaline and hormones rushing through my body. And to sum it all up, he had my life in his hands. He had the power to determine whether I lived or died. To be honest... I sucked his dick like my life depended on it. I gave him the best head I have ever given in my life."

Absolute silence... Cristiano was trying to balance his feelings and keep a cool head. Maybe he could forgive her for this. At the end of the day, her life depended on this, right? But why did she have to enjoy it so much?! And is that all that happened??

"There's more...", Mykhailo continued, those words dropping like a hammer on top of Cristiano's head, "after I sucked his dick, I let him fuck me and cum inside of me. On top of that, I had to sleep in his apartment that night while the next mailman came to pick me up the next day. That night, we had sex for 4 hours straight."

Cristiano couldn't listen to this anymore, his heart couldn't take it but he needed to hear the entire truth. 

"None of it meant anything to me though, Cristiano. I just felt like I was living in anarchy for a little bit over a month. My life was turned upside down, I had an army looking for me because they wanted to kill me, I had no apartment, no money, and I had to depend on these men to bring me to safety. I felt like there was no rules, no morals, just primitive instincts and survival."

Cristiano couldn't care less about what he perceived as empty reasons. "Is that all you had to tell me?"

"No. A week later, two men made me have sex with them at the same time and 5 days ago I had to suck another man's dick and let him cum on my face. That night I had to have sex with him and had to let him cum inside of me."

Cristiano was completely over this entire conversation, but he felt he needed to ask - "ANYTHING ELSE?!"

"Yes, I just found out I was pregnant from one of these men, but I don't know which one and I don't want to keep it. Cristiano I just want you to know that I HAD to do this. I ended up enjoying it, but I would have rather never done any of this. Now that the situation is calm and I am finally safe, I feel horrible for having done all that. I thought about you the entire time. I wish it was your dick I was sucking. I wish it was your dick inside of me. I wish it was your cum dripping from my pussy. I wish it was your kid I was having. I wish you and I could have a happy future as a fami--"

"NEVER IN A MILLION FUCKING YEARS!!!", Cristiano screamed into his phone. He hung up the phone call and threw his phone out of his dorm window.

He was so angry he could punch the next person he saw. He set on the floor and cried. He didn't know why he was crying. He was furious but deep down he was mostly sad because he knew he couldn't accept what she had done. Maybe some men out there could forgive her, but he couldn't. She was fucking pregnant!! He is too young to be dealing with this much baggage from someone he hasn't even met in person. The most painful part is that he loves her. He truly loves her, but he can't accept her in these conditions. 

After 12 minutes of crying and thinking through the situation, he suddenly realized he had thrown his phone out of his dorm which was on the 4th floor. Surely it's broken, he thought. He sprinted down the stairs to look for his phone, which he found with the screen severely cracked and the LCD broken. 

DING!!! 

A phone notification went off. It was from the Pen Pal app where he initially met Mykhailo. It was probably her trying to contact him any way she could since he wasn't answering his phone. The screen was so damaged, he couldn't see much else or even unlock his phone. 

It was too late to take his phone to get it fixed so in the meantime he would just check his notifications on his laptop. When he logged into the desktop Pen Pal site, he realized the notification had actually come from some girl named Daniela. 

A girl reaching out to me? That's interesting, he thought to himself. He answered her and before he knew it, they had been messaging back and forth for 4 and a half hours. She was a beautiful girl from Mexico who is currently living in Miami, Florida. 

A week went by and he did not get in contact with Mykhailo because his phone was being repaired. In that week, however, he had talked to Daniela for hours every day. It was much easier since their time zones were only an hour apart instead of EIGHT freaking hours. In that week, she had also sent him tons of pictures of herself and they had flirted with the idea of possibly meeting in person soon. 

Cristiano had not forgotten about Mykhailo at all, but Daniela had certainly helped his pain in this past week. Plus she's actually a really cool girl who he enjoys talking to. He could feel himself starting to like her, but he felt like he hadn't gotten closure with Mykhailo and he certainly still had feelings for her - very strong feelings.

Once his phone was finally repaired, he reluctantly turned it on. Knowing it was very likely that Mykhailo had been trying to contact him. To his surprise there was no notifications on his phone.

DING!!!

DING!!!

Two notifications came through. Then a cascade of notifications began to pour in. One notification was from Daniela, it was another picture of her in her sexy underwear teasing those sexy, beautiful tits. The other notifications were all from Mykhailo.

The last notification - "Cristiano, please! You are the love of my life. I dream of us being together soon in America. I want to be with you. Please message me back. I love you :("

...

Cristiano was torn. What should he do? He loves Mykhailo and would be with her in a heartbeat if none of that had happened. Could he get past everything she had to do? Now, a new player had entered the game, in the form of a sexy Mexican girl who he could meet in person more easily.

What will Cristiano do...?