Spilling the Tea #11: Iza

Hi! Today I'm going to share with you an interview with my bunny Iza. We have a great and intimate dialogue that will reveal my bunny from an unknown side. 

Me: Okay, let's start with the big one. Have you ever gone through a phase where you just didn't love yourself? Can you tell me about it and how it affected you?

Iza: Yeah, I have. I've always been a perfectionist and that really took a toll on my self-esteem. There was a time when I felt like I wasn't enough, and it led to some dark moments. I struggled with eating disorders, depression, and just feeling like I wanted to give up on life. Every day was just about surviving. But deep down, I was yearning for a different life, one where I felt happy, appreciated, and fulfilled.

Me: That's really tough. But, on a lighter note, do you remember the moment you first felt confident and sexy in your own skin? Was it something you noticed, or something someone said?

Iza: It's been a journey for me, but I think it started when I finally understood that I was more than just my body. Once I realized that, I began to accept myself and, as a result, my body image started to improve too. But there was a major turning point for me in 2021 when I started bodybuilding. It was different from previous attempts to go to the gym. This time, I was in it for the love of the process and the changes in my body were just a bonus. The gym became my passion and a huge part of my life. It gave me physical and mental strength, and most importantly, self-assurance.

Me: That's so inspiring. How about when you're aware of your body, like how it feels and moves?

Iza: I'm the most aware of my body at the gym, during my workouts. I know how my body responds to warm-ups, heavy weights, and stretches. Being there just gives me so much confidence and a sense of belonging. Oh, and I absolutely adore wearing custom-made lingerie too. Falling in love with lingerie helped me fall in love with my body, and I just love how confident and feminine it makes me feel.

Me: That's so cool. And finally, when do you feel the most joy in your body? What helps you feel confident?

Iza: I feel the most joy when I look at myself in the mirror. I see all the hard work I put in to get to where I am, and it's just so satisfying. I also love it when other people appreciate my body too, like seeing the look of love on my partner's face or feeling attractive to others. It just gives me so much confidence in myself.

Me: And what about our photo shoot? Any thoughts or feedback you'd like to share?

Iza: It was such an amazing experience for me! I was nervous at first because I had never had a professional photo shoot before, but as soon as we started, all my concerns went away. It was so much fun and I learned a lot too. After the shoot, I felt even more empowered and I really hope we can work together again soon!