soleilestelle

free (emo) ramble: its been a really bad month.

Added 2025-09-23 04:27:24 +0000 UTC

hi guys, i wanted to give you guys a small update on what this month has been like for me and why i haven't been posting or doing as much as i normally would. this year has been hard, but this month in particular has been extra difficult.

for anybody who doesn't know, i've seen a neurologist + have been waiting to get an MRI brain scan done due to some concerning headaches/migraines and other neurological issues that have been severely affecting my daily quality of life. i have a hunch as to what it might be, and if so, the only treatment will be brain surgery.

i talk about all the bullshit that's been going on, as well as some insight into some of my symptoms and how miserable they are.

this is mostly a super emo sadgirl update but towards the end i do start yapping about my saving grace (story of seasons grand bazaar) ((1000% recommend :D))

despite being able to use the money, i'll likely pause the next month's payments on patreon if i can't manage to get anything out soon just so nobody feels like they've wasted their money. i'm really sorry 🙇‍♀️

random note: damn iphone wired earbuds actually have a really good mic (when i don't shift around and have it accidentally be nearly in my mouth while im talking that is)....