Ellis the Selkie: Finale (complete)

Female Main Character (trans) x Female Monster (cis)

Was it a dream? It was too good a conversation to have been real. Right? I must have been dreaming about it. But when I check my phone, I see everything there. Every word that I could remember was there as clear as day. The pictures too. Such lovely pictures.

I fell back in bed, rereading everything with a giddy excitement. It had probably been the best conversation of my life. Now all I had to do was wait for Ellis to text. I felt so anxious about it, I wanted to just sit and wait but I knew it would drive me crazy if I did. I decided to keep busy until then, turning the volume all the way up just to be sure the message wasn’t missed. I got coffee then changed the sheets on my bed.

As I was getting a laundry basket together, my phone chimed. I dropped the basket and dashed to my phone on the table.

“I only just got up. I’m afraid I didn’t sleep much.”

A pit grew in my stomach, worried she might have to cancel. “That’s okay, take your time. I’m just doing chores until you want to come over.”

“It’s not horrible, I overslept more than usual. I’ll be over soon, just gotta get going.”

“Okay. I’m still very excited.” I then look at what I’m wearing. I only slapped on some shorts in order to do chores. I decided to change and freshen up before she got there. After stripping down I put on some body spray. I wanted to smell good, so if we ended up cuddling or something my scent would stick with her. A trick I learned from a movie ages ago that always stuck with me for some reason. I put on cute shorts, since Ellis said she liked my legs. I also popped on my favorite top, since it seemed casual enough but had a really cute heart shaped window at the chest. I struggled with the idea of putting on makeup, wondering if I should remain casual. The call of eyeliner was too strong though, so I had on my usual cat eye.

I was attempting to gather up my laundry basket again, the doorbell rang. I hopped up and answered the intercom. “Hello?”

“It’s me,” Ellis’ voice made my knees go weak. “Can I come up?”

I hit the button for the lock. “Please!”

I unlocked my door and waited excitedly for her to knock. I fidgeted in place, stroking my hair then wondering if I should have done something with it. Then she knocked. I opened the door, trying to keep from slamming it in my face.

“Howdy!” I said breathlessly.

Ellis had a caution smile on. “You really do say that.”

I beamed, so happy to finally see her in person again. “I do! Come in.” I stepped aside to let her in. She was wearing all black again, save for the white lace on her shirt. “You look really nice.”

“Thanks,” she said shyly. She set a handled box on the table. “A friend once described my fashion sense as a Victorian ghost who had an emo phase,” she chuckled unsurely, looking nervous as she stood there.

I wanted to make her feel welcome and comfortable, but I also wanted to kiss her so bad. “What’d you bring?” I distracted by motioning to the box.

“Coffee and fancy parfait fruit things. I wanted to get donuts but figured I would impress you by getting something healthy.” Her cheeks turned bright pink. “I didn’t know if you had eaten anything.”

“Not yet, I usually just have coffee until I get hungry. Not healthy or impressive,” I laughed.

Ellis pulled cups out from inside the box, setting them on the table. “I do that too.”

I came up beside her, gently placing my hand upon her back as I reached over to pick up a coffee. I felt her body tense under my touch while she also moved to lean further into it. “This smells good. Do you want cream or anything?”

“You smell good,” she muttered under her breath.

“Hm?” I leaned closer to her. “Did you say something?”

Ellis pressed her lips together then licked them. “I said that you smelled good.” Her black eyes cut up to me. “It smells sweet.”

“Aw thank you!” It was working!

“I thought you said you were doing chores.” Ellis took her coffee cup and sipped. I was impressed by her drinking it black. “You look like you are about to go buy cute shoes at the mall.”

I blushed and bit my lip. “Just something comfy really.”

Ellis’ eyes trailed over my body. I liked the way she was looking; It brought a rosy hue to her cheeks that made me want to nibble on them. Once her eyes lifted back up I saw them linger upon my lips before she met my eyes. “It’s cute.”

It was quiet for a beat. I really wasn’t sure what to say, I was so excited and nervous it was turning my brain to pudding. Ellis distracted herself by drinking her coffee and opening one of the parfaits. She stuck her finger into the creamy yogurt inside then licked it off her finger. My eyes opened wide and watched her lips upon her finger. She caught me staring and a small smirk appeared.

“Would you like a taste?” She offered.

I looked at her lips and finger, but not at the parfait. “Sure,” I answered breathlessly. I leaned down, kissing her softly. Ellis put her hand on my shoulder at first but slowly moved it up to my neck and then cupping the back of my head.

When our lips parted she ducked her head down. “Dammit,” she whispered.

“Did I overstep?”

Ellis shook her head. “That’s what I wanted. I just feel silly.” She peered back up at me. “I do like you.”

I couldn’t have been any happier or more elated. “You do?”

Ellis nodded, setting everything aside. “I thought it was the coat. And yeah, in part it was. But I think it was enhancing what I felt. Making everything feel so much more than that.” She placed her hand back upon my cheek. “More than I was ready for.”

I smiled and leaned into her palm. “Can I kiss you again?”

Ellis leaned in. “Will you do it like you said last night?”

I had to catch my breath. “Are you ready for that? I may have to sit down to withstand it,” I chuckled.

Ellis lightly touched my lips with hers in a teasing way. “I was up so late because I kept daydreaming about it. I must have read those messages twenty times.”

“Me too!” I gasped. I led her over to the sofa, sitting down beside her. I brushed her hair aside then smoothed my finger along the lace of her high collar. “This is in the way.”

Ellis removed the brooch on her collar then opened the first few buttons. She pushed it aside so her bare skin was exposed for me. I swallowed nervously. Sure, I talked a big game last night. Who doesn’t over text? I leaned in, breathing softly against her skin. I pressed my lips there and I felt less nervous. I kissed again and put my hand around her waist. Ellis whimpered and that sweet sound got tangled in my brain. I kissed again, opening my mouth so my tongue darted over her.

“Viv,” it was the first time I heard her say my name out loud. I lifted my eyes, looking into honey. I was so weak I could have been talked into anything. “That feels so good, give me a moment.” Ellis clutched her collar closed. “I don’t want to uhm...get ahead of myself,” she chuckled.

“Yeah, I suppose I should cool off too.” I sat back against the sofa and rubbed my knees. I was getting more excited than I bargained for, both in my heart and a little further south. It was one thing talking to her through text messages. Being in her presence was a whole other thing. Her body was warm and soft. I could hear the emotion and desire in her voice. It was driving me crazy, I wanted so much more of her to myself.

“Phew,” Ellis cupped her hand over her face. “That was really something.” She put her hand upon my leg, letting her shirt fall open again. She was trying to kill me. That’s fine, if anyone was going to kill me I was glad it was going to be her. I glanced at her hand then up to her chest. I could see her tattoos, the top of her breast. I looked away so I could keep myself calm. “What would you like to do now?”

“Don’t ask me that now.” I had too many thoughts in my head, none of them exactly chaste. “Maybe a walk or-” My mind trailed off as her hand on my leg began to move. “What are you doing?”

“Sorry, is that too much?” Ellis had a sneaky smile on her face.

My eyes widened and I scooted back closer to her. “Not exactly. It’s just, I thought you would want to talk before we did anything.” I put my hand around her waist again.

“It’s harder to think around you than I bargained for. Texting is easy, it’s safe. I can think before I send. But being with you...it’s so much more fraught with danger than I expected.” She swallowed and her fingers went under my shorts a little, and I liked it. “You’re so cute and sexy.” She pulled her fingers back out. “From what I’ve learned and from things Sam has shared.”

“That worries me,” I laughed.

Ellis eyes drifted again. “I have so much I want to say to you and I don’t think there are enough words to share it. My mind is just noise right now. The more I’m with you it somehow gets louder and quieter at the same time.”

“I get that,” I smiled. “It’s so crowded in my mind. All these thoughts and ideas, they crowd together and it’s like they talk over one another, but they drown themselves out as well.”

“That’s it exactly!” Ellis swallowed again. “I don’t want to rush things, but at the same time, if I am not careful, I will give in and do-” her voice flickered out.

I leaned in, brushing my lips against her cheek and combing my fingers through her hair. I kissed her jaw and ear. “Do what?”

Ellis turned my head so we kissed. She pulled me close, making me straddle her lap. I whimpered in surprise, not used to such a position. I was so tall, it really wasn’t comfortable. But Ellis was tall too, and sitting like this with her I felt suddenly delicate and fragile. Ellis’ hands stroked up my thighs then grabbed around my waist. Her hands pushed up under my shirt, touching bare skin. I giggled against her lips as it tickled.

Ellis’s lips parted and her tongue caressed over my skin. She knelt down, biting my neck. I cried out loudly, which made her pull back.

“Did I hurt you?” She looked terrified.

I shook my head and wriggled in her lap. “I like it too much.”

Ellis smiled softly with relief. “You like that?” She leaned in again, biting my shoulder. “You like a little nibble?”

I whimpered again, trying to keep from yelling again.

Ellis moaned against my skin. “Where else do you like it?” Her hands under my shirt were going further up. She bit my neck again and I couldn’t help exclaiming loudly. Ellis giggled, slowly moving her hands down and smirking up at me.

“Don’t make it sound like I’m torturing you.”

“It feels good I swear,” I panted.

“You’re sensitive aren’t you?” Ellis licked her lips as she looked at me. “I bet no matter where I touched you, you would tremble and moan like that.”

If I could have blushed anymore, I would have. “Maybe.”

Ellis laughed cutely then smoothed her palms along my back. “Is this okay?” She asked. “Can this be our day?”

“What?” I licked my lips. “Making out and touching?”

Ellis looked guilty. “Maybe.”

I leaned back down, lifting her face up so I could kiss her. Ellis moaned again and her hands crawled up my back. “I didn’t have any plans so-”

Ellis watched me, making sure I was genuine. She took a breath and nodded gently. “Okay.” She then pulled up at my shirt. “Can I take this off?”

I felt a bit nervous about that. “If you tell me what for.”

“So I can see what’s underneath. So I can touch it. The picture you sent last night drove me crazy. Just enough to see, but not enough to know.” She then got a serious look. “I won’t if you don’t want me to.”

“I know it’s silly, I just get a bit anxious being naked, even when it’s just me.” I wrapped my arms around her neck.

“You’re perfect,” Ellis assured me. “From what I’ve been lucky enough to touch, I can’t imagine anything more inviting than your body.”

I bit my lip and made a weepy face.

Ellis giggled. “You really look like a puppy.” She kissed my neck and cheek slowly. “But you must be made of heaven.”

I nodded sheepishly. “Okay. I'll take it off.” I pulled back just enough and pulled my shirt over my head. I freed my hair, then placed the shirt on the sofa. Ellis was breathless as she gazed at me.

“Oh wow,” she breathed.

“Hush,” I said with a smile.

“Oh wow!” Ellis’s fingers brushed up along the side of my breast. “I love boobs so much.” She face planted between them, snuggling up close.

I snickered and tried to suppress my guffaws, but it became too much. Her touch and her actions made me cackle. I hugged her head to my chest, feeling her start to laugh as well. She lifted her head, kissing me while we both giggled and snorted together.

“Seriously, lovely pair.” Ellis kissed my cheek. “Best I’ve ever seen.”

I moaned softly, tangling my fingers into her curls. “You’re just saying that because they’re right there.”

“No, Viv. I mean it.” Her hand then cupped one. “C cup?” She giggled.

“You’re good.”

Ellis dipped down again, kissing down my chest before her lips pressed to my breast. Her mouth then opened and her hot, wet tongue overtook my nipple. I pulled her hair a bit too hard, but she retaliated by nipping. I cried out and she moaned.

“Unfair advantage,” I panted.

Ellis lifted her head and giggled. “Get up then. Let’s make this equal.”

I slowly moved aside and when I did, Ellis removed her coat then her blouse. I watched with an open mouth as her chest became exposed. Her hair fell down so beautifully over her that she reminded me of a work of art. I reached for her, gently touching bare skin, feeling how soft and warm she was.

“Maybe the bed would be comfier?” I suggested.

Ellis grinned. “The bed huh?”

“Not that we-” I watched her skin, her breasts, her waist. “We can keep our underwear on.”

Ellis shook her head. “It’s too late for that. I want you.”

I swallowed down my throbbing heart. “I want you too.”

Ellis stood up and extended her hand to me. “Take me to bed then.”

I was glad I changed the sheets now. The bed would smell nice and the sheets would be soft. Ellis had me lay down first and she crawled on top of me. She kissed down my body, making me squirm with excitement. Ellis then unzipped my shorts and sighed.

“I did promise to kiss where it was purple.” She pressed her lips over my panties, and I could feel her heat right against me. I whimpered, cupping my hand over my mouth.

“I can tell you’re excited, but I didn’t know how excited.” Ellis’ tongue then lapped over the silky fabric. “Can I take these off for you?”

My breath shuddered as I tried to speak. “I-if you’d like.”

Ellis tugged down my short and panties. I covered my face with my hands, both nervous and joyful. I hadn’t wanted to be naked before someone in such a long time. I then felt Ellis’ fingers around me, I cried out against my palms. She licked at the base, her warm lips suckling there.

“Fuck!” I exclaimed. “Your mouth is so hot.”

“Is it okay?” Ellis asked again.

I reached down, cupping the back of her head. “Please. But just know, I’ll pay you back.”

Ellis looked up at me as her tongue went over the length of me. It felt so hot and wet, I felt like sugar dissolving in tea.

“You’re beautiful everywhere, Viv,” Ellis moaned. “So cute.”

I bit my fingers as she took me into her mouth, sucking luxuriously. “Ellis,” I breathed.

She moaned against me, kneading her hands into my thighs. It felt so good I thought I might pass out. Her hand then stroked up my chest, touching my breast. Another soft moan and she lifted her head.

“You’re making so much noise,” she teased.

“Sorry, I’m loud.”

Ellis crawled back up, kissing as she went. She stretched her arms up, grabbing my wrists. “I want you to touch me.”

“Anywhere you want!” I exclaimed all too willingly.

Ellis laid beside me, her breasts pressed up to my side. “You have my permission to touch me however you’d like.”

“Really?” I rolled over to face her. “You don’t mind?”

“Please?” She pleaded under a whisper. “I don’t care, I just want it.”

I kissed her, taking my time to slowly pet my hands down her body. I felt her shiver, but she said she never felt cold. I reached below, slowly stroking the interior of her thighs. She was soaking wet already and it had seeped down her thighs.

“Holy shit,” I moaned.

“I didn’t want to drown you just yet,” she whimpered. “Selkie things.”

I kissed her again, taking my fingers right to the apex. I felt her pump vulva squish for me, conforming to the contours of my hand. “It’s so soft.”

Ellis had her lip firmly gripped between her teeth and she grunted in reply.

I leaned close to her ear. “I can’t wait to feel how hot it is.” I slowly dipped a finger inside her and heard her moan. “Fuck,” I gasped. “You feel amazing.”

Ellis gripped my arm. “More.”

“Oh my,” I chuckled. I placed another finger inside then moved my thumb so it landed on her wanting clit. “Like this?”

“Viv, please,” she begged and moved her hips.

I rubbed my thumb against her, watching her body become more and more responsive. She was breathing deeply, and was moving her body honestly. It was a beautiful display, I could have watched her for hours.

“Wait-” I pulled out my fingers then sucked them clean. She watched me, her eyes wide and lips parted. “I wouldn’t have minded drowning for that.”

Ellis grabbed me and kissed me, forcing me back down upon the bed. She climbed on top of me and I felt that molten core rub against me.

“Easy now, I’m not going anywhere.” I put my hands around her hips. “Easy.”

Ellis moaned softly. “Sorry, I got too excited.” She squeezed her thighs around my hips. “But I need you now.”

I kissed her lovingly. “I can’t wait much longer either.”

Ellis sat up, towering over me. “I love seeing you like this.” She raised her hips then took hold of me. “I just hope I get to see more of it.” She guided me inside her and I lost my breath. She felt so hot, so wet, I was overwhelmed by the desire.

“Genevive,” she whimpered. “Hold my hand.”

I took hold of both of them, lacing my fingers with hers. “You feel amazing.”

“So do you.” She rose up on her knees and panted out loudly. “It’s been so long.”

I’m not sure where time went. I lost the hours with her. It became such a desperate thing between us, it was like we couldn't separate from each other. We would breathe and then we would collide again.

I suppose at some point we fell asleep, because I woke up to the sound of rain outside. I looked beside me, seeing Ellis curled up and hugging my pillow. I smiled, feeling like I was caught up in some dream. I brushed my knuckles against her shoulder and watched her sleep. I liked the way her hair looked, all curly and mussed up. She reminded me of a wild fairy.  I got up, nearly falling over as I went to open the window. It let in a cool breeze, and the scent of the rain cleared my foggy brain.

“Don’t go.”

I looked back at Ellis pouting in bed.

“I was just letting some fresh air in.” I crawled back in bed and snuggled into her arms. “I thought you were sleeping.” I kissed her cheek.

“I thought I was dreaming.” She peered up at me. “There was no way I could wake up to all that having been true.”

“It’s true.”

Ellis laid her head down against the pillow. “Now I’m even more scared.”

My heart leapt. “Why? What’s wrong?”

“Now this is all-” She huffed and turned her head further into the pillow.

She had been trying so hard to hide parts of herself, the parts that were fragile and vulnerable. She had nowhere to hide here, and I knew it must have been killing her. She wanted to cry, but she also wanted to run. “Don’t cry,” I gasped. “It’s okay.” I reached for her, but her hands stopped me.

Ellis sniffled and kept trying to hide her tears. “It’s too good! There’s no way I can be allowed to keep it.” She whimpered and shook her head.

I stroked her hair aside and gently turned her head back towards me. I saw her tears for the first time. “I’m here,” I whispered. “I’m not going anywhere.”

“Don’t look at me.” She pushed her palms against my face. “Don’t! I’m ugly when I cry.”

I kiss her palms, then her arm, then her lips. “Tell me what you’re so afraid of?”

“Of you!” She huffed. “Of this.” She sniffled. “Last time I felt this way I was abandoned. They threw away my coat and just vanished-” She hiccuped.

“I could never...I don’t even have the heart to think about hurting anything. And as long as you have that coat, there’s no chance I’d ever take it away.” I smoothed my fingers down her cheek. “Look at me.”

Ellis turned her gaze upon me again, an adorable pout on her lips. Tears hung upon her eyelashes and they fell away as she blinked. I smiled seeing this, wanting to remember this, but also wanting to make her smile. “It’s still terrifying, Viv. I don’t know what to do.”

I kissed her softly to reassure her. “Talk to me.” I laid back and held her hand. “That’s all you have to do. Any time you’re afraid, I’ll listen and I’ll hold you. You don’t have to feel alone in this. I’m here, I’m eager, all I want to do is be with you right now. It may sound silly to you, but it’s true.”

Ellis sniffled and squeezed my hand. “What can I do for you?”

I smiled brightly. “Let me.”

Her eyes brightened and sunshine came through the rain, turning her eyes to honey again. Ellis smiled and kissed my hand. “When can I take you out on a date then?”

I kissed her. “Now that the rain is stopping, I know a little place.”