I loved the live trance, it was so good. It says you are live today (Saturday). I'm guessing this is a mistake?
Ben
2019-07-13 23:36:43 +0000 UTC
Any chance of this live session being released as an MP3?
Magne Karbva
2019-07-13 07:55:35 +0000 UTC
Final feedback for Shibby tonight: I only slowly realize the amount of trust involved in your business. We only go under when we trust you. You assure us, that you will do us no harm, and no matter how far we allow the roleplay to go, it will always be consensual / we can always opt out anytime. But you also seem to have incredible trust about the reciprocal nature of that relationship: you just shared parts of your everyday activities, even username. I had assumed that your public persona is just this incredible suggestive voice (“Dune”-vibe deepens...), but you actually let us watch how you slip in and out of that role like a pair of shoes, like you were throwing a switch. - I mean I kind of understand how it can be done, since I’m a nurse and every now and then I can sense the need to leave my role and just act as a normal human being, when the person I’m dealing with is unable to react properly to my role. But that is not at all what you did: you just treated 90 anonymous fans as if they were good acquaintances, then threw the switch and treated us professionally, and at the end threw the switch again, let us glance a part of your private persona again, and then just closed the door. If there is free will in this world, it does not get much freer than that. Fascinating.
Hartmut Koerner
2019-07-13 01:41:58 +0000 UTC
Bit of a shame that nobody chimed in on the “Overwatch” talk you started. 90 guys and nobody willing or able to step into the door you opened. - I only tried Overwatch for a couple of days, as I’m too slow for that, and still the amount of adrenaline it gave me was probably double the dose I got from playing World of Warcraft for two years when it came out. Blizzard is definitely in the brain-drug business. But so are you, just predominantly different substances: I’d guess mainly dopamine from playing with excessive levels of expectation (which comes down to edging), probably some oxytocin from after-cuddles / ASMR / GFE, and for the lucky guys who are able to get there: a good amount of endorphins.
Hartmut Koerner
2019-07-13 00:46:28 +0000 UTC
Edited again:
Ok, that was far more interactive than I thought possible. The arousal worked as strong as if I were completely under, while I still could participate in chat, even felt compelled to do so, to keep her doing another round of triggers. In the first, only seemingly ad-hoc part I picked up a few half sentences that seemed targeted at me: what bliss! - You are right Shibby: the names of the places you lead me to in trance don’t matter, as long as I know that all ways lead to you in the end; if you visit me in my head to fill the gaping emptiness there, or invite me over to enrich your world, serve your purpose, as long as we end up more complete together than we were separate.
More insights for me: I might be more suggestible than I thought, and all submissive guys seem to be reacting to similar stuff.
Shibby’s poison is my very own dopamine levels, and she just steers them like she steers her audio-recording-software, and all I can do is lay on my back and pray for another round. The deeper we go, the better it feels, the better it feels, the deeper we go.
Nikki Fatale does something similar in “Because 2” / “Surrender” - I think it’s three steps there, but right now I can’t even remember - I think I’m still under the influence / impression of what just happened.
Hartmut Koerner
2019-07-13 00:10:18 +0000 UTC
Love that you get me deep inside i can never say no to Mistress love it!!!!!
survant
2019-07-12 23:47:59 +0000 UTC
Edit: Oh shit, I did not know this song was about Heroin... - I only thought of Shibby while listening to the 2nd half^^ - as English is not my mother tongue, and I’m neither in love with Lucy nor married to Mary Jane, I did not get those references at all lol. Only now hours later revisiting...
Just listened to Reina del Cid’s “Queen Hazel” and found it somewhat fitting: https://youtu.be/PS1el7Wtyp8
In the oldest of the mountains
Where the fields of poppies grow
There's a maiden there as fickle
As the wicked wind that blows
And it's there that you can find her
But if you're lucky then you won't
‘Cause it's many a fool's lost all he knew
At old Queen Hazel's throne
She'll set her finest china
Put her candies in your dish
And if you haven't left by midnight
You'll forever wish you did
They say her hair is made of sunlight
And her eye the purest blue
And she'll live on forever off the thing she stole from you
They don't know if they love her
She makes them feel insane
But they know they'd go to the ends of the earth
In old Queen Hazel's name
They don't know if it's poison
They've never felt this way
But they know they'd go to the ends of the earth
In old Queen Hazel's name
She's set a trap for every man
That's deep inside his brain
So that one taste of her sugar
Leaves him begging for the kane
And he'll do anything to find it
He will suffer any pain
He'll chase down any dragon
Just to be Queen Hazel's slave
They don't know if they love her
She makes them feel insane
But they know they'd go to the ends of the earth
In old Queen Hazel's name
They don't know if it's poison
They've never felt this way
But they know they'd go to the ends of the earth
In old Queen Hazel's name
Oh, oh
They don't know if they love her
She makes them feel insane
But they know they'd go to the ends of the earth
In old Queen Hazel's name
You can fall in love with Lucy
You can marry Mary Jane
But you'll only go to the ends of the earth
In old Queen Hazel's name
Yeah you'll only go to the ends of the earth
In old Queen Hazel's name