Monthly update:
Have halved my anti-depressant dosage, and so far its mostly shown good effects tbh, I've had days where i feel lighter and have more energy.
But I'm still getting periods where I feel super heavy and its very hard to do much, so the battle is still going on, and Will try to bother my doctor about it more soon.
My social support is officially over
I don't think i fully realize it yet, since i have money saved up for a few months, but its not looking good ATM if I keep being drained like this. So im EXTRA gratefull for all the support you guys have been giving me up until this point, and it means more then ever now<3
I am going to try to focus more on getting more organized, making more recurring characters and other things for YOU guys.
IKIK, u want to say: do what you want. But the reality is that I have to do, and I want to do more stuff for you guys, to be able to make this ship float. Yes it would be fantastic if i could just make whatever art I want when i want and survive on that, but thats not how it works.
SO if you want to help out: PLEASE come with suggestions
and in return i promise to balance it and not force myself to do things i really don't want to do, but I want to met you guys in the middle ^^
Cause IK theres a lot of different ways and things i can do for you guys, tutorials, giving out a model/project each month, or things like that. But I need to know what things would be of benefit to most of you!
And if I have rejected your proposal in the past, please try again, because even if i don't agree to it now, i might some day. And sometimes i need to get nudged into doing things x)