KAGOME'S SECRET JOURNAL: Entry 41

This...might be a low point.

I've tried to wean myself off of Hachi and his big stupid Tanuki cock before. Every time I tell myself that this is the one. That I'll finally stop giving in and maybe only sleep with him once every few months...if at all.

I was fed up this time. He's gotten WAY too familiar lately. He knows Inuyasha has excellent hearing so I have no idea why he thinks he can get away with flirting with me out in the open. Let alone copping a feel whenever he thinks no one is looking. Honestly, he's worse that Miroku!

This time I really meant it when I told him I didn't even want him speaking to me for the next month. I even planned to take a little time away from the feudal era and focus on my studies. Told Inuyasha and the gang to head out without me for a bit.

But I was sitting at home...trying to concentrate...and I just couldn't.

I'd only been back a day or two and I was already masturbating while I was supposed to be doing my homework. To be fair, I blame Inuyasha and Koga for that. They'd gotten into a tussle before I'd left where their shirts got ripped off and...just...FUCK.

I want to be clear, HE is not who I was thinking about for days. I could barely sleep. I was daydreaming about boys throughout most of my classes. Somehow I was actually doing worse in class than trying to study while fighting a bunch of power-hungry demons! I was dreading that I'd get up from my desk and there'd just be a puddle from me being soaking wet.

I NEEDED it so damn bad I was losing my mind.

So, I waited as long as I could hoping that Inuyasha would be back from whatever lead he and the others were following up on. Or preferably that he'd get impatient and barge in through my window so I could pull him straight under the covers.

Instead, I got back to the Feudal Era and they were all still up in the mountains somewhere.

Everyone except Hachi that is.

I tried...I REALLY tried to resist.

But I couldn't do it. I couldn't even last a week!

And that fuzzy little jackass knew it. He could see it on my face. Just like he had the other three times I'd tried to quit him cold-turkey. Cocky prick even made me beg for it.

Kicking his legs as he sat on the bench outside my hut with that smug smile...he spread them open and looked away talking to the air...telling no one in particular that since we weren't supposed to be speaking to each other I'd just have to beg without using my words.

I remember looking around nervously hoping there was someone around, maybe out in the fields, that would conjure up some degree of shame and decency that would stop me from doing it. But there wasn't...

So...I got down on my knees...opened up those stupid baggy pants of his...took at that giant thick floppy red animalistic Tanuki cock with both hands...opened my mouth...and started sucking.

When I tell you I needed it...I NEEDED IT.

My eyes practically crossed the second I tasted that musky flavor of his. If someone had wandered by they would have seen me absolutely going to town on him. I don't even know when one of my hands went under my skirt to take care of myself but I gave him the works.

At least until I practically passed out cumming trying to deepthroat that giant fucking thing.

He pulled me inside my own hut, tore off my shirt and shirt and bent me over. I'd like to say he had to take off my panties too but...let's be honest, with the mood I was in you know I wasn't wearing any.

Inuyasha and the others were days away so neither of us really had any incentive to stop. I guess that's why he decided he might as well just knot me like I was some bitch in heat to keep me in place. Not gonna lie, in the moment, getting claimed by Hachi of all people was the most humiliating and kinkiest thing I could imagine...not that my brain was firing on all cylinders at the moment.

I could hear him laughing as I came over and over again, talking shit about how I only lasted a few days. Telling me to break my rule of not talking to him and making me beg for his fat Tanuki cock as he did his best to knock me up.

I couldn't stop myself...I moaned, I begged, I pleaded for him to fuck me. To breed me. To take me. To put a pack of Tanuki pups inside me.

Good thing birth control works for humans and demons because he was doing his damndest to give me exactly what I wanted. Those tiny little paws spanking my ass as I felt him destroying me.

I could feel that knot swelling up inside me, even thicker than his massive Tanuki cock, locking me in place as he drained those big furry balls inside me again and again. I was honestly starting to get worried that his demon cum was gonna make my birth control fail...but that only turned me on more.

Can you imagine? Of all the sexy feudal boys to choose from...picking Hachi? Having Hachi's babies? Getting married to Hachi?

Well, after a couple days in the hut with him, I certainly could. At least until I came to my senses.

But what happened in those two days? He fucked my brains out day and night, pure and simple. The things I did...the things I said...absolutely MORTIFYING.

I don't even want to write it down it was so embarrassing. Suffice to say we did pretty much everything that popped into his perverted little mind and then some.

Worse, my threats may have lost all credibility now. He KNOWS no matter what I say I'm gonna end up right back on my knees sucking his fat fucking cock.

Honestly, I have no idea how to deal with this situation anymore. Pretty sure either Inuyasha's gonna kill him when he finally spots Hachi getting a little too handsy with me in public...or I'm actually gonna end up with some little Tanuki's in my belly.

I'd like to say its gonna be the former but...