Okay, deep breath, I am literally smiling so hard right now I feel like my cheeks might fall off. π
So... I went on that date with him tonight β the shy guy Iβve been crushing on for what feels like forever. It was honestly the cutest thing ever. Heβs not the type to say much at first, but I swear, every time he looked at me, I felt like my heart was going to burst out of my chest. π
We went to this little cafΓ©, and it was perfect. Like, one of those places thatβs cozy and quiet, and everything smells like fresh coffee and cinnamon. He was so quiet at first, but once we started talking, he opened up. His laugh is so soft, and I swear, I could listen to it forever. Plus, when he smiled at me, I almost melted into my chair. He kept getting nervous and rambling a little, but it was honestly so endearing. I love how real he is, even if heβs a bit shy.
I seriously canβt stop thinking about how sweet he was. At the end of the night, he walked me to my car and didnβt even try to kiss me or anything, but he did hug me, and his arms felt so warm and safe. I could feel my heart pounding, and I could tell he was just as nervous as me, but it was like... the sweetest kind of nervous.
Ugh, I just canβt stop smiling thinking about him. I canβt wait to see him again. He has no idea how much I like him... but I think Iβm starting to fall for him, and it feels SO right. π₯°
Okay, Iβm going to stop now before I get too giddy and canβt sleep. But wow, justβ¦ wow.
xoxo, ella β₯οΈ