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IDCC ch.52 part 3 - Freefall

     

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Bubble P

It’s honestly gross for people to be so mad at a girl for just liking a boy she has no reason not to like. Also rooting for her not to be a villain! I like she’s just a little self centered and blinded by her crush. But I’m sure we’ve all been there, especially as teens.

Rachael Pavlik

I can't take how sad this boy is 😥 How does she not pick up on that? Come on, Arashi. You can't treat a wingman like that.

MrMonochromatic

Omg this is gonna blow up in her face 🫣 I can’t wait for Nao’s gay panic to hit when she asks him out and he thinks about dating Souta instead

Raina

Thank you! So many people are hating on her for being oblivious of Souta's feelings but let's be honest... Nao and Souta have been just as thick headed many times over.

Kappathefish

Poor Souta! He believes that Nao and Arashi are an item; I still blame Nao since he can’t seem to make his feelings known to Souta.

JH

I love you Arashi, I get its not your fault. I also love you Souta, please stand up for yourself and emotions!!

Mikey

Well, rereading the previous chapter, she's asking Souta about Nao's feelings hahhaha saying that she can't read him (that says she kind of tried...). Well. It's been three weeks for you since you read It and me I just stumbled on It, so you must already know more about whatever happens, while I'll have to wait 😭😭 damn It.

Leticia Sáez Ferreras

She certainly said that she thought she had made her intentions clear or obvious to Nao, and didn't say anything about Nao reciprocating in any way, or about feeling they were in the same page. I think you're totally right. It's kind of sad, knowing that she must be well versed in music (and I guess she plays at least an instrument), which is a really emotional art, and despite that not caring or recognising other people's feelings. I'm sorry for her.

Leticia Sáez Ferreras

I think something's off with her, not necessarily her fault, and just needs a psychologist. We Will need one soon too, if Nao accepts her in the ferris wheel🥲. I'll pay for Souta's sessions, cause he spent all his money on the tickets. F**k.

Leticia Sáez Ferreras

I don't hate Arashi, seriously, but it's really concerning how she doesn't see anything's off in Souta's answers and reactions... She did ask twice before accepting the tickets, and it's natural that she interpreted that as a sign of Souta's rooting for them, but I don't know... They're what? Seventeen? They're already old enough to watch out for emotions in other people's faces. And Souta (and Nao, damn it) is really expressive. And I just want to hug my poor suffering boys hahaha

Leticia Sáez Ferreras

AHSHDHDHJSJSJSJSJDHD

Rishi

Wait isn’t Iseya is Nao’s last name or am I confused

Rishi

No worries! Thanks!

I HATE THE NEW PATREON UI

You're right! So sorry about that 😅 Fixed it

Aina Palm

On the recent posts, below the new patrons post the latest I see is from December 27 Edit: just checked and I think you might've accidentally made it for 5$ tier as the post is locked for me

I HATE THE NEW PATREON UI

I did, it's up. Maybe you didnt' see it since it got pushed down by the "New patrons" post? 🤔

Aina Palm

Hi just wanted to note that you didn't post a notification for this for 3$ tier (or only I can't see it?)

I HATE THE NEW PATREON UI

Iseya’s so nice bro 😭 he genuinely wants Nao to be happy so he gave her the tickets mann. She means well but I can’t help but be a little upset.

AngiePangie

nooooo my shayla noooo

Jup1terian

Yeah, she's not even a bad person 😓 she doesn't even know what he feels toward Nao!!! How can she be evil when she doesn't even know she's doing something? I'm trusting the process

Niko

No seriously, people need to seriously calm tf down.

lulu

I'm gonna be so honest I've become such a hardcore Arashi defender that I literally cannot read the comments of these episodes anymore because they make me so upset. Mind you, I'm rooting for these boys just as much as the next guy. I'm gay as fuck I read this series for a reason. Aina I trust you and your character writing please don't make this poor teen girl the villain people are saying she is.

Kappathefish

Ándale love vs infatuation

Olitri

The first friend Nao made after Souta is also a girl who has her own feelings in mind. It’s normal to be self-centered at this age, or course, so I don’t think it makes her bad. I encountered so many “friends” at that age who truly only wanted to be with me romantically instead of being my friend. I wonder how Nao will take it, to be honest. Souta has shown time and time again that he would rather risk his own heart than put Nao in that position.

Carola S

Listen, I don't hate Arashi, I don't think she's a bad person for moving in on someone whom she likes and wants. But between her and our child... I am becoming increasingly hostile.

Ethan H.

Yeah!! Their cute ghost tour hang out was so beautiful. It was completely platonic and such a great way to see their friendship. I’m excited to see how it goes!

Kaila

I really think Inoue is also a really great friend and ally for Souta. I don’t know if she’s noticed how Souta feels (he hasn’t exactly been subtle!!), but hopefully she can be supportive too.

Carola S

I took pictures of the same auroras with my sister, small world 😭

Lily

I’m going to crash out 😭

Some potatoe

you’re a genius

Cameron McKamie

100% agree with your analysis

Iona

That would be awesome too!

Pau

Keisuke will save the day. Trust. His name literally means Save and Aina put him in the scene where Souta gave the tickets away to Arashi for a reason. And there HAS to be a reason why he’s at the amusement park even though he didn’t want to go!

Hermione

OMG I LITERALLY JUST LOOKED IT UP. Keisuke means Save!!!

Hermione

Nahhhhh, Keisuke will HAVE to save the day. It all adds uppp!! Arashi told Souta that she will give Nao the tickets when the Ferris wheel scene comes. BUT Keisuke is going to notice that something is wrong with Souta and inquire. Souta is going to tell Keisuke because well… Souta tells Keisuke literally everything. Keisuke isn’t going to like it but respect Souta’s wishes and stay with him. BUT THEN!! Keisuke is going to push Souta to go with Nao on the Ferris wheel because Inoue and Arashi are going to fight over going with Nao. Otherwise, why would Keisuke have been in the scene when Souta gave the tickets away to Arashi?

Hermione

Absolutely! If anyone is going to tell him, it HAS to be Keisuke otherwise, Aina wouldn’t have made Keisuke been in the scene when Souta gave the tickets to Arashi. Keisuke is smart and cares about Souta. There is no way that he wouldn’t tell Nao… at least, this is the likely and calmest scenario. Most likely, Souta will tell Keisuke (because Souta tells Keisuke everything) that Arashi asked him for his help and that she’ll give him the tickets on the Ferris wheel.

Hermione

I’ll bring the coffee! We’re manifesting all night!!

Hermione

OMG KING FROM THE OWL HOUSE!! And yeahhhh, Souta deserves the world. I hope things get resolved soon. I can’t wait for the next update

Hermione

yeah, it captures the whole highschooler insensitivity/self concerned attitude well. its particular in the way someones self interest dictates how they act and treat others around them. another comment (kaila) mention that arashi more concerned about her feelings for nao than whether he has feelings for her. and that sums her self interest up well to the point she doest even try to know souta on a her and him basis but on a “you’re friends with the guy I like” basis. its not genuinely getting to know someone else, there’s an ulterior motive, innocently enough. all of the other characters feelings seem obvious to the reader but the characters being who they are especially during a specific time in their lives (teenage) will probably be more oblivious to others feelings and especially when they arent friends.

Mac

I feel like there’s was a really nice build up to this moment with how much of a people pleasing good boy Souta was during the school festival. He’s so completely and 100% selfless. His confidence issues with soccer also helps us to understand that he has a natural disposition to lack self confidence which combined with his people pleasing led him to this moment. When Nao finds out (cause he will find out) that the tickets were something Souta initially got, he’ll be able to put the pieces together cause he’s smart and has been paying attention cause he obviously likes him back. So even if Souta tried to distance himself I don’t think Nao would let him. Arashi is the typical girl that is more concerned about her feelings for a boy than whether or not that boy has feelings for her at all. Setting aside how obvious Souta is about his feelings, Arashi is too self absorbed to see that let alone even consider the possibility that Nao could have feelings for someone else or just not feel the same way. Inoue on the other hand, has learned from her mistake after she confessed to Nao and got chewed out. She understands that she has to be more self aware and aware of others. Inoue is also just a good friend and was initially trying to care for someone she cares about while he was hurting. Her intentions were pure then. Her relationship with Souta is also pure friendship. She doesn’t rely or abuse that friendship in the same way that Arashi does. The fact that Arashi has never been seen with other friends I think is a big red flag. The girl isn’t bothered by other people and is only interested in herself.

Kaila

I don’t think she’s bad at all. I think she’s just as scared as having her heart broken, being strategic doesn’t make you bad, it’s a little bit of a rotten thing to do, but we all love souta so it hurts more lol But i think she’s fighting with finesse for what she wants lol

Olitri

No, I really hope to see Arashi and Nao on the ferris wheel. I kind of want to see how Nao reacts to her confession. If he goes along with it or let himself getting dragged into a romantic relationship with Arashi, we can shape up for a lot of painful updates, where the boys distancing from another. If he rejects her, maybe Souta will get enough confidence to make a move. Either way, it would push the plot a step foward. And not only this: From Nao's raction we can at least guess, what is going on in his mind. If he rejects her, we kind of know, that he accepted, he likes Souta and is aware that it would'nt work out with him and Arashi. If he goes along with Arashis confession, he still has to figure out a lot and is not ready anyway. If Souta and Nao go together on the ferris wheel, I fear that there will be another awkward (almost-kissing) scene or whatever and we are just on the same page from a few chapters ago.

Norman

You mean, she does all this on purpose, despite knowing what is going on? This would be really depressing. It means, that the first friend Nao has made after Souta is a really bad character. Idk, I don't want to believe this until it gets confirmed. :/

Norman

Tbh I don’t think Arashi is oblivious, I think she cunning af and has already constructed her plan to identify how she’ll remove her real competition. I think her suspicions were confirmed when Souta explained why Nao doesn’t like soda and now she’s like it’s FAIR GAME

Olitri

With you on this 1000%!!! This is actually what I was wishing/hoping for as soon as I finished today’s reading.

Rachel Winters

It’s not about knowing Souta is in love with Nao, it’s about knowing that he is miserable and uncomfortable around her and has been from the start. But because she is so self centered and self absorbed, she’s oblivious to everyone else around her and how her actions affect those people. I think what most others like myself take issue with, with her is about the fact that she is so extremely inconsiderate. And it’s not just with/to Souta, it’s obvious she’s been a jerk to Inoua too, and if she’s this way with them, it makes me think her being a selfish mean person is the real her and the cutesy likable attitude is just a facade. I’ve dealt with plenty of fake manipulative people and she seems just like those people. That is why I don’t like or trust her at all.

Rachel Winters

I just don’t get how she can be so dense. Like Souta is obviously miserable and she’s just being a selfish ditz. Ugh, it’s so annoying. I hope her plan gets ruined. It’d be great if Nao ruins her plan by choosing to ride the ferries wheel with Souta.

Rachel Winters

SOUTA PLEASEEE COMMUNICATE

jojo

Souta’s hurting so much but he wants Nao to be happy so bad that he’s still willing to help Arashi

Ryan Brooks

Souta, baby, nooo

thedistortedeye

I'm just hoping Inoue will save the day and insist on riding the ferris wheel with Arashi or something 🤞

Pau

I hope so!

Pau

Yes please! I'm counting on you Nao!

Pau

This is hurting my soul please make it stop 😭

Mads

Oh baby 🥲

Dug

Not necessarily, it depends how he finds out and who tells him

Meri K

Stand up Souta 😭😭

#FreeSoutaFromArashi

I don't hate her, she's just oblivious and insensitive. She's blind in her crush and doesn't notice the vibe she's giving off. Since they met, she could've tried striking up conversations with Souta or at least included him but no. So now she's just using him and her character is coming across as disingenuous. I hope by the end of this she corrects herself. My boy Souta needs some self-love and confidence 😭😭

Jummy Akintola

She literally cares about herself and Nao 😭 like girly, At the VERY least she remembered their orders

Faith

Unpopular opinion: I wish Souta could have worked on his people pleasing and low confidence issues - which he definitely needs to - in an arc without a romantic rival. He already knows Nao is more popular with the girls, and I feel like jealousy or losing heart because your crush is wooed by someone they seem to like and who appears to be "more suitable for them", isn't even a confidence issue but a pretty universal reaction. Of course Souta takes it to a different level by giving away the tickets and unenthusiastically agreeing to be her wingman... It's just too painful to watch 😭

Norin

Oooh, that makes sense. I've had some ex friends behave that way towards me, its awful so I can only imagine how Souta feel especially since it's the end goal of his crush

Carleigh

Oof yeah have some sleep! Yeah and it’s just better for her to ignore him rather than notice he’s sad because of her goal. And I personally find this behavior quite often and also despicable.

Iona

I think I understand a bit, it is almost 2am where I am, so I can be a bit fuzzy minded. But like the concept of doing whatever it takes to get what you want? Like she's being a bit forward with Souta to get her endgoal of dating Nao?

Carleigh

Intentionally but not willingly. Like she isn’t planning it all. But that’s her intention. It’s a distinction that’s important to me. Cause it doesn’t makes her an ultimate evil, she’s simple desires but how she realizes it is terribly wrong imho. She doesn’t want to ignore Souta specifically. It’s just that she cannot achieve her goal without doing it. So she does it. You see? Maybe I’m kinda not clear enough but it’s a distinction I like to do because I think people are badly behaving not out of spite but because they’re egotistically maximizing their happiness to the point that they’d ignore others’ unhappiness.

Iona

Ohh! Thanks for telling me! I'll correct it, haha

Aina Palm

I am struggling to understand a bit. Are you saying that you believe she's intentionally, but unintentionally ignoring Souta's signs of discomfort and pushing him onto her side because it'd be the only way to get Nao?

Carleigh

😂😂😂

Jme

Imho her not reading the room is intentional. Like she doesn’t do it because she’s precisely planning everything’s out, ofc. But she’s definitely not doing it on purpose because she needs Souta to get Nao, she’s clearly unable to befriend him any other way. So she needs him to be on her side no matter what. If she notices him, it’ll all fall apart. So she doesn’t. That’s some pretty common behavior and it sucks imho.

Iona

:((((((

Laura

I think she’s pretty consistent character wise. I don’t hate her more because of this update. I’ve hated her since a bit now she’s just doing the same old manipulative tricks she does imho. Nothing new here. But really more depressingly. Soutaaaaa !!! Souta is who makes me suffer rn. Why not stand for yourself boy !!!

Iona

Souta Sparta kick her out of the Ferris wheel

Jett

Right omg😭😭😭 the detail

PikasGirlfriend (•bruh•)

STAND TF UP SOUTA‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ also he knows so much about Nao🥺❤️

PikasGirlfriend (•bruh•)

Idk if she planned to confess today or at the concert. If it’s at the concert I HOPE she doesn’t have the occasion to and Nao and Souta end up doing something together. But if it’s this day omg I cannot wait for it to be the end. I want this character away it’s too much angst.

Iona

That’s the meaning of the title

Iona

Yeah, totally. I want Nao to have the choice. Souta just gave up based on heteronormativity existing while he’d had so many signs coming from Nao (2 times they almost kissed ffs and this idiot here looks like he forgot it!!!). It’s super sad. Let Nao choice you stupid boy!!!

Iona

Oh boy I wish I shared this feel with you guys. The pacing is too much for me. It feels like the slow burn is that slow it’s kinda cold now, I’m scared 😭

Iona

Yeah !! and Souta needs to step out and stand for himself for a bit

Iona

That's valid. It just feels like she should notice how hesitant he is when he agrees with her. All the "..."'s when agreeing would make me feel like I'm missing something and I'd back off. I'm not against female characters, but there's just something off about her to me.

Carleigh

Tbh I kind of get why. He gave her the tickets and he agree to help her out. Him being an idiot and not standing for himself really makes it look like he’s on her side. But I agree that there’s manipulation too here.

Iona

girl read the room

xnstwilight

souta you're gonna make me LOSE MY MIND!!!! STOP THIS TOMFOOLERY

Nightsuna

😭🤞🏻

Madeleine

That’s what I’ve been hoping for since the moment he gave her those dang tickets

Madeleine

Count me in!!!

Madeleine

But it’s still annoying and I’m going to continue to be angry with her she’s not considerate

Madeleine

I’m literally screaming right now

Madeleine

Indeed, Nao was the one joking about kissing, also the one almost couldnt resist a kiss, and the one saying things like: I joined football team because of you, I would bet Nao will make the move

Paw Mon

100% agree !

lu

Me too RAE

Cynthia Uribe

I'm so tired of seeing her lol

Angry Angel

It's weird that she believes Souta is on her side. The only indication would be the tickets and if I was in her place, I would've just thought it was a generous offer from someone who knew I related more to it than them (not that I would've taken the tickets. Unless given for me to use, not to regift). So it's kinda weird that she kept saying he's on her side. It feels a bit like guilting him to be on her side, especially if he wasn't before. It makes it where he has to be on her side after her constantly saying it.

Carleigh

This made me laugh

Poppy Jasper

I'm joining this manifestation line.

Poppy Jasper

Okay the reason I hate her... she wants to go get drinks! there's five and she takes only hers and Nao's. Leaving poor souta to have to balance the other bottle and the two sip cups.. fuck her. I hate people like that.. oh great update btw. But personally if I were Souta, I would just leave. Talk about awkward and potentially heartbreaking. Though we all know she won't get far but still sitting back watching it all is so sad. 🖤🩶🩷

Poppy Jasper

😂😂

Natalie

She seems very sweet to me tbh. I don’t see how she’s meant to know that Souta is in love with Nao when he’s actively hiding it. Shes not a mind reader, she’s a teenage girl with a crush.

GothSloth

🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼

Beanie

(I'm a sucker for angst and I love you Aina, keep up the good work you brilliant mastermind you!!)

Beanie

*thrashes violently* It'll be fine.

Pravvus

I'm not religious but Aina, I'm down on my knees begging you. Aina I'm praying you'll put a smile on his previous face soon, pls spare my boy of any more pain and heartbreak😭😭

Beanie

time for a manifestation-circle everybody! manifesting a pouty sad Souta catching Nao's attention, and NAO (!!!) finding a way for the two of them to end up alone together on the ferris wheel so he can make him feel better!!!!! manifesting Nao somehow learning/realizing who the tickets truly are from!!!!!!! manifesting happiness, and courage to stand up for himself, and security in his sexuality for our heartbroken little buddy!!!!!!!!

Beanie

UGHH

ableaelle

Stopppp!!!! My heart can’t handle it!!!!!

flarebear

This.

Asher Starner

I hate this omfg

Asher Starner

Is it too much to hope that she’ll give him the tickets and Nao will be like, “Awesome! I know just who to take.” and then invites Souta?

Hayley Justine

I think so too!

Tink

she’s delulu just like me tbh

Hannah

Maybe I'm high on Hopium but I believe that our boys are going to be on that Ferris Wheel together and they are gunna SMOOCH!!!! 🤞🙏🫣 c'mon Souta!!! Fight!!! Fight!!!

Ellis Meredith

💀💀💀💀

Ellis Meredith

Guys, can we (and Souta ofc) get some comfort before this year ends? I kinda doubt we're getting fluff and rainbow candies for Xmas update 🥲

Maki na łące

I'm already waiting for next Thursday 😔

Silencio

It's not that he's on your side, he's just a sweet guy who you bulldozed.

Otome Laundry

Yeah, but if Nao does find out it was Souta, wouldn't that give Nao the impression that Souta is 'trying to set him up with Arashi'? ... I hope that doesn't happen

McKynzee Pivonka

I feel like it’s going to have to be Nao who makes a move because Souta is too self sacrificing for what he believes will make Nao happy

Trina Ostgaard

I know it just bums me out

Snoozey Bear

I want Nao to know Souta got the tickets, but also, Souta CAN'T be the one to tell him

Sophia zielinsky

I bet it’s going to be the bestie that tells him!

Trina Ostgaard

Yeah but the fact that she took someone else’s tickets and is going to use them to confess to Nao is a red flag or me. She obviously doesn’t even know him enough to give a proper confession. The girl needs to take a hint and Nao needs to set some boundaries if he isn’t interested.

Trina Ostgaard

Aina, please stop breaking our hearts 😭 I find myself hoping that Nao finds out that Souta is behind everything 🙏🙏🙏

Elisse

I hope this is leading to the climax of the story where Nao finds out that Souta gave her the tickets or something happens to give one of them a shove to make something happen. I hope it’s Nao who acts because poor Souta is looking like he wants to give up, nao go get your man before he does!

Trina Ostgaard

Worse than the Titanic fr

Sophia zielinsky

Poor souta omg things keep getting worse and worse for him

BK

i want to diiiiiiie

Toast

just gotta remember the end game 💪

RAE

Agree it wouldn’t look good, but in a story anything can happen 🤣

Hector G.

choosing to believe that's how she pronounces it

RAE

I just thought what if while on the Ferris wheel the tickets are pulled out and somehow they get out of her hand and begin to free fall (to an extent) and no one ends up using these tickets

Hector G.

I mean like he doesn't have to be rude but he also doesn't need to help her.. Why you suffering boy? Haha

VANNA

Oh you're not the only one BELIEVE ME haha.

VANNA

“They’re too sweet and he doesn’t like the gritty feel they leave on his teeth” u might as well have said that you’re in love with him

Veiwan

(you spelled ferris wheel wrong)

Natalie

I feel so bad for both of them, he's so sad and she's getting her hopes up

Natalie

Also can we just have ONE panel where Souta’s eyes aren’t sad… I’m falling apart here…

Veiwan

Of COURSE he knows allat about Nao😒 souta u are not slick and Arashi u are an oblivious idiot. Souta literally sounded like he was reading off a textbook bro he knows Nao too well

Veiwan

WHEN I CATCH YOU AINA

RAD

That's what i hope too! He did say a while back that he dated a girl because of curiosity. Maybe he'd never felt attracted to a girl, so when she asked him out, he thought 'eh why not, maybe I'll feel what everyone keeps telling me I'm supposed to feel.' Gotta love heteronormativity 🙄😮‍💨

_Star_ Flight_

What a terrible position to be in, poor Souta. But I gotta say it again, I love his outfit, that style really suits him

Nat

The only reason I'm mad at her is because she has no social skills- Soutas poor face is giving away all of his emotions and she doesn't seem to care 😭😭

Amber

I hope Nao realizes that the tickets were Souta's in the first place and puts this chick in her place too

StoryWriterFL

Like, I’m trying not to be mad, but this scene made me shake my fist a little.

Cara Thereon

this is torture. more please 🙂 inject it into my veins

sleeption

I can't be the only one who dislikes her...

Kelee Parker

Ugh. She seems like a girl that just likes a guy, can't really be too upset with her, she's likely just zoned in Nao. But omfg Souta! Your poor face! Just tell her you can't be on her side because you're love rivals!

McKynzee Pivonka

IM SICK

Quinn

UGH GAG ME WITH A SPOON ALREADYY

jen

Not Souta casually dropping Nao lore off the top of his head like it's nothing😭😭😭

_Star_ Flight_

Aina, when I catch you Aina

Amber

I do not think, that she will give credit to Souta for the tickets. Would be a little weird to give someone a gift, to show your affection and reveal that it actually came from someone else. ^^'

Norman

Ahhhh I hope Keisuke and Inoue find a way for Nao and Souta to end up alone together instead

NoFace

And this stems from the fact that she ignored him that one day, but yet she seeks him out when she wants the info. I think she didn’t listen to the spice girls … “ if you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends” … cuz I feel she’s not doing well in the friend department. This would be the case of course if Nao didn’t have a specific love interest

Hector G.

This is a TRAGEDY

daws

Like this is literal genuine actual torture. This payoff better be wild because this arc is truly painful like wtf am I reading at this point. Can this girl just gtfo like totally over it.

Ty Waldrop

Hmm … she didn’t say she’ll say the tickets are from her, she can still credit Souta when she is handing them over. Will be waiting to see how she’ll hand over said tickets. And the way she said the bit about being on her side, the vibes weren’t vibing with me.

Hector G.

I can’t take much more of this. This is torture.

Nikki Crumbley

my heart is ripping apart

Mo

Lmao kinda same, like this hurts but also the angst is written so well, the slow burning is slow burning

Kathleen

BOY IF YOU DON’T TELL HER YOUR FEELINGS FOR HIM I WILL JUMP INTO THAT COMIC AND DO IT MYSELF (I sound mad but I swear I’m loving this it’s the kind of frustration I LOVE to feel when reading a story)

Cyan134

my heart hurts for this poor boy </3

levi!

Dude say something pleaseeee my heart can't take this

gtaps

Y'all I vaguely remember in a Q and A post or something, that Souta is Bi and Nao's sexuality is undisclosed? Maybe we don't have to worry about Arashi at all because Nao's gay. Maybe this is the story beat needed for our boys to start coming back together.

Ciara Vasquez

So many feels in this chapter. I don’t know if I can handle it.

Al

plz dont say that 😱 I can only handle so much angst 💔

PI

GIRLLLLLLLL get the HINTTTT

M.E WILSON

thats not super fair. she doesnt know about his feelings

Kass

I’m so impressed with how this author makes me feel such tremendous heartbreak for the characters😭

Hermione

I def don’t either, although at this point she is being a little insensitive, whether she knows it or not. I don’t appreciate how shes using Naos “best friend” to gain leverage on the situation and asking more and more from Souta. From an outsiders perspective though, she truly just has a teenage crush and might be blindsided by excitement. As much as it’s difficult to enjoy her as a character right now, she’d have to do something despicable for me to actually despise her😓

Sweetish

Girl I really wanted to like you. I really did. I really thought you'd be different

Snoozey Bear

I knew this would happen ahhh no!! I just hate to see Souta so defeated and I know he just wants Nao to be happy but it's still painful to watch :( I hope someone tells Nao that Souta got him those tickets!!

Tink

People have to remember tho, not every character in a story has the information that we-the readers- do. So, until we're told that she actually is doing this on purpose, I'm giving her the benefit of the doubt (also, the whole point of this comic is that Nao and Souta fall for each other lol, I can guarantee she's not going to break them up)

KawaiiCringe

Oooh she's straight up evil!!! I wonder if nao feels the same way about inoue?

Chip Bianco

Excuse me while I go crawl in a hole and cry 😢

Rebekah Schickli

i still wonder if arashi is rly like in to this for realz or if she just thinks ‘oh if me and this boy like the same stuff and get along and i like being with them it must be romantic… we must become bf and gf…’ in the same vain that takeo sees every boy and girl together as a couple haha… bc it just feels so like methodical and like she’s following a check list rather than heart felt…? i don’t think she’s like being sneaky i just wonder where her motivation lies and what will come of it after getting rejected?? i realise after writing that i might be projecting a bit too much on to her haha 😭 i’m just so curious to see where this goes. i feel like im in the minority when i say i don’t want her to just be rejected and forgotten after this arc in the story </3

adzie✨

Personally I love self-sacrificing angst because the character does what they think is the right thing but only hurts the one they care about. Angst angst angst

Dragon Fan

actually im just gonna reread on tapas now so i can go back to when they were getting to know each other and pretend like this pain and suffering isn't happening

charlie

You know, what Souta didn't understand when he gave Arashi the tickets was that he took away Nao's agency. He could've given them to Nao saying, "I got tickets so you and I can go! Or you and Arashi can go instead!" And then Nao has the choice!

Dragon Fan

The defeat in his words feels palpable… I feel so bad for him man. It’s easy for us to go “Ugh if only!” But for him, he doesn’t know and is only accepting what’s going on. Honestly, at the end of the day, he probably wants Nao to be happy even if it’s at his own expense. Hopefully if/when Nao turns her down, it’s not too harsh. Homegirl’s only shooting her shot.

Kazemi / かぜみ

in fact if souta and nao didn't like each other, this would just be a sweet girl trying to get a guy. the problem is homophobia and i'm sticking by that, otherwise souta wouldn't be suffering like this 😭😭

charlie

As much as I hate her for pulling this stunt, the balls to just rub salt on an open wound is just too much to handle. She needs to read the room more and open her damn eyes for once and read between the lines. I'm praying that someone listened in to their conversation and snitches to Nao about the tickets tbh.

Zen Zodai

She’s so naive, and it breaks my heart to see that Souta this hurtful conversation going 😭 heteronormativity is hurting lives 😭

Ximinnie

THAT'S EXACTLY WHY THIS SUCKS SO BAD 😭

Nicole

maybe i should break my card in half so i cant pay, then let a year go by so i can see the resolution cause the ache of anticipation is too much.... BUT I CANT HELP IT i may be addicted or something

charlie

Waiting for Souta's happy era to arrive. When will good things finally come to him? I would love for him to be a little selfish and look out after himself so that he can take himself out of situations that keep hurting him.

Zarrytan

TRUTH

Lily

Unless nao says yes since he thinks that souta likes inoue and then they date for a while

Lily

all i know is pain rn

churrry

He's just getting sadder and sadder, it's breaking my heart. Arashi would probably be mortified if she knew what was happening! But no one is saying anything. :(

Kaitlin Anderson

I feel gutted. Can’t wait for the next one 😀 I have faith

eemmao

and now Souta's in too deep to randomly back out 🤧 please let this end

Nicole

i coulda sworn they almost kissed like. not that long ago?!?!! please i foolishly thought "yeah this slow burn is about to start burning!!!" FOOLISH, I WAS A FOOL 😭😭 OFC THERE'S MORE ANGST

charlie

Ouhhh

Lily

Tbf, I'd do the same too.. sadly, it's frowned upon...

Zen Zodai

Bro, I'm crying. I really hope Nao finds out Souta got him those tickets.

Kaido

ohhhh my god. oh my god. why. why.

Martha M

guys it’s okay if she confesses on the ferris wheel it probably means we’re reaching a conclusion to the arashi arc !! ( i’m coping)

vivi

bruh

yo mama

Honestly? I still don't hate Arashi. From her perspective, she's just a TEENAGE GIRL who likes a guy and thinks his friend is rooting for them. She's not a mind reader...

KawaiiCringe

like what if i cry right now and never get back up?? 😭😭😭 UGH OH MY GOD

charlie

😭😭💔

Sabrina

Pls stick up for yourself Souta pls

Finny

Well, that was a torture. See you next week ✌️

Maki na łące

oh my god brooooOOOOOO OWWW MY HEART

charlie

poor baby will probably be thinking how he’ll betray her trust as well if he makes a move 😓

Anacota

OMG my heart I bet it’s at least gonna be another five updates before we get to that illustration. I fr try to read these updates as soon as I can tho I love this story sm

Milo

Im going to commit a crime I swear to god

Katharos_Meraki

I caaaantttt😫

Kevi

Oh I want him to turn her down so hard, please please turn her down

Mo

Just push her from the roller-coaster and say it was an accident

Jme

I NEED THIS MAN TO LEARN TO FIGHT FOR HIMSELF PLEASEEE PH MY GOD 😭😭😭😭

kal

It hurts to be right… I knew she would think Souta is on her side since he gave her the tickets. Poor Soutaaaaa

Hatterandahare

IM LOSING MY MIND!!!

Jettah Woolf

Both of them

Icantbeliveit

Oh my god 😭

Bushclam

let my boy grow some balls please

Icantbeliveit

YALL IM JUST SO CURIOUS ON WHAT NAO IS GONNA SAY

tsengslonghair

Girl no... girl no......

Tired And bored

UGGHHHH MY HEART

Icantbeliveit

Satan or blind? I genuinely can't tell

Akash Sandhu

poor girl doesn't know and souta is just taking hit after hit 😭😭😭😭

rae

WE'RE COMING TO AN END!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳 She's gonna confess "tonight" so we can move on!!!! At least I hope so. Real quick though, how do you not notice that's he's not even slightly enthusiastic about this.

DearNeptune!

nooO can't you see that he is BROKEN?!

OLB

it’s just a comic it’s just a comic it’s just a comic

july

😭😭😭😭😭the angst

Cami

SOUTA NOOO... I totally called it though!! 😭😭😭 My hearttttttttt

Amber

Either she oblivious or devious... I don't know what's worse🥹🥹

Charlie

ooo buddy ooo the people who already hate arashi are gonna hate her even more 😭

adzie✨

😭😭😭😭😭😭

BiliousBecca

I FORGOT IT WAS THURSDAY NIGHT

adzie✨

oh this girl

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