I was granted a medical certificate for the next 3 months due to my ongoing health issues.
I also feel very sorry for the people in my life dealing with this.
Mainly my son Raffy, my brother Joe and my girlfriend Olivia.
I suffer from BPD and this ongoing fear of losing my home, losing everything I have, is making me push back against people I love. I feel like I am on the brink of being abandoned by everyone, especially my girlfriend. I want to add, clearly they aren't going to abandon me. They are doing everything they can to help me. I just feel unworthy and feel easily replaceable.
I am really sorry.
Here is proof of my medical certificate.