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The rain has me overthinking. 

This month the sky cried all the time in here, and it doesn't even seem to want us to feel the summer coming. I saw so much water every day, that in the end I  became very nostalgic: the last time I bathed in the sea was 2 years ago. As some of you will know, connecting to water is really meaningful to me: water is the element that keeps me equilibrate, and represents my deepest nature. Whenever I feel lost, I know it's because I've been dry for too long (not-so-casual reference to a woman's sexual body language). I thought so hard in these days, until I realized water can not only help me maintain my integrity, relieve from stress and wash away bad energies, but is also representative of my sexual power: looking at my latest creations I see that although my aesthetic is stable, my presence is becoming colder and quite rigid. I like it though, and I know life got me like this, but I feel like I can take back a slice of that instinctive erotism and warmth that - may sound ridiculous - probably just a barefoot walk in the sand and the salty water of the sea can release. I hope after reading this you won't run away for thinking I'm mad 😂 I'm being conscious af! See: my connection to Nature is the only key to open the doors of my true and authentic identity. Nowadays people can't invest enough time in working on this connection, so we all end up like me: realizing they're losing pieces of themselves and having no idea where to search for them. At least I have a plan 🙈 in 2 weeks I'll be in Minorca and nothing in this world is gonna make me emerge from the sea 🐬🐳🐠 

All this shit to say June and July will be the best months to support me since I'll be working on my erotism + it's no-underwear season + I'll make bikini contents for some brands 👙🐚 BUT YOU'RE WELCOME ANYTIME!

Pic taken 2 years ago before going to Lanzarote (last sea experience I had 🙃). it's analog and was taken by Alexander Gonzales Delgado ❤️