Jeez, I do my best to catch the kinky/Tantra vibe! I agreed to another date with Mykola, my organizer offered to pay my nanny so I rest and get into Tantra mood.
I sang and danced a lot today. I visited Yura (brought his order) and got tactile with Mykola. But! I sense no sincere interest π It's more about personal boundaries, not Feelings. I think he likes it that I freely experience and express emotions. But I need an equal partner. I thank Mykola for treats, Tom yum and listening to my singing) but...it didn't light me up for the party ππ€· and they rushed to pay me in advance (((( so I feel obliged (((
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I'm failing..(