Golden diamond, golden forest(selfies, diary)

Diary. It became easier for me to live with the thought that everything that happens and exists is all for the good. If something painful happens, that's a lesson. The good is reward. My thinking and planning functions were overwhelmed because I constantly wanted to change or prevent or plan. Constantly fighting the universe is foolish and exhausting. )) Many people put themselves on a high pedestal, but looking at the Earth from Space, we are all just fleas in the folds of the planet. )) Everything is for the good, otherwise it would not exist. I just accept my destiny and everything that will be in it. I can't change anything. The only thing I can do is not create unnecessary problems for myself. ... As one singer said - I want to get a little stupid.)) I need to turn off my voluntary thinking for a while and rest. )) PS. I remembered my dream. I walk through the desert (a symbol of mortal society and solitude), I come to the seashore or ocean (a symbol of the soul, emotions, thoughts, values, etc.), I see a storm and large foaming waves (disease), and in them demonic human faces ( my thoughts, my perception, my fear), I come closer, the closer I am to the water, the calmer the sea and the clearer the water, I stepped into the water, the water is clear, the dawn began right in front of me, the shining sun (a symbol of a new day or an influential male figure) rises from across the ocean, the water becomes beautifully azure, I put my hand into the water (action with the soul), and I take out a diamond (the symbol of spirit, invincibility, foundation, natural mental uniqueness or a symbol of happy mutual love and wedding) of light tea and honey -gold color, the sun shines very brightly in front of me, warming me with its light - this is my new day.))  ....    Such beautiful horses  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ImEUXAGXpT0