I confess, I love naughty comments.)) (selfies, diary)

Love it)) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ItyaiGsefhI&t=90s

1. I think that elegance and grace, as well as wise kindness, are the qualities of the spiritual elite. Elite spirits cannot have rudeness or violence in my understanding. In order to be rude and to be violent and manipulative, you have to be very decentralized and not whole, you have to crave to get something from the outside, something alien.

2. Very often, when I hear the phrase I love you, I think something like that. How can you love if you are not interested in the cosmic uniqueness and individuality of the creature. You are not interested in its values, desires, goals, self-expression. You love your ideas about this creature, and you constantly demand and wait for this being to behave according to your expectations. ))) For example, you like horses, but you meet a zebra, and you say to yourself - very similar. And then you start torturing the poor zebra with demands to get rid of the stripes.))))))

3. Several days ago I had a CT scan. The fifth in a row this year. I'm not very happy about this, because the dose of radiation received from this procedure is quite high. Yesterday I visited the surgeon who performed my surgery last winter. He's very good. I came to him after months of unsuccessful treatment in public hospitals, where young doctors (girls with pumped lips) threw up their hands and told me that they did not know what to do with me. Of course, it's hard for me to understand, if you are a doctor and work in a city hospital, and you cannot cure sinusitis, then go pump out the silicone from your lips and start pumping your brains ... Now all the best doctors work in private centers. Of course, services in such centers are expensive, not as expensive as in America or Western Europe, but expensive for me.))) Thank God I found this surgeon. He is calm, polite, kind and one of the old school. A person from the category of people who have a very high cultural level. He's 70-something. He works in 3 medical centers. When I came to him for the first time, he immediately told me everything what I needed to do and how much it would cost. Plus, this center has equipment that is not available in city hospitals and therefore it is possible to carry out low-traumatic surgical operations. .... So I went to him again with the results of my CT scan. Nothing serious, thank God. The doctor prescribed medication.