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[Hololive] Ghost Fauna
Added 2024-10-29 02:24:43 +0000 UTCQuick Halloween art for Mumei and Fauna done!
Sometimes I take a step back and look at my artist career and think to myself that I really made it kinda. Like I kinda was able to do everything I wanted to as an illustrator (except being able to work on the Gochiusa manga), yet I still have like the biggest imposter syndrome ever. I ask to myself, why commission me when there's like a bunch of more talented artists out there but sure, maybe my rates are cheap, maybe my schedule is really flexible or maybe I am better than I think I am.
But what I am trying to say is that honestly in whatever field you might be, no matter how good you will be I think you will still have imposter syndrome. I used to think that it might go away eventually when I get better but considering I still have it, I believe that it's normal and one should accept and understand those feelings and use those emotions to become a better person!
Anyways the goal I am working on right now is getting successful in animation and game dev and if I ever am satisfied with that I'll dabble in music. Of course that doesn't mean I stop being an illustrator, it's more like I have come to a point of diminishing returns and think that I can improve my work better if I focus on improving different areas of content creation!
ムメイとファウナのハロウィンアート完成！
時々、自分のアーティストキャリアを振り返って、「なんだかんだでここまで来れたなぁ」って思うんだよね。イラストレーターとしてやりたいことはほぼ全部できた感じ（ごちうさの漫画で働くことだけはまだだけどね）。でも未だにインポスター症候群がめっちゃ強くて。「なんで他にもっと上手いアーティストがたくさんいるのに、自分に依頼してくれるんだろう？」とか考えちゃう。でもまあ、料金が安いからとか、スケジュールが柔軟だからとか、もしかして自分が思ってるより上手いからかもって思ったりもするんだけどね。
でも、どの分野にいても、どれだけ上手くなってもインポスター症候群ってなくならないんじゃないかなって思うようになってきた。昔は「もっと上手くなれば消えるだろう」って考えてたけど、まだこの感覚があるってことは、むしろそれが普通で、こういう気持ちを受け入れて、自分を成長させるために使っていくべきなんだなって思うようになったんだ。
で、今目指してるのはアニメーションとゲーム開発で成功すること。そこで満足できたら音楽にも挑戦したいな！もちろんイラストを辞めるわけじゃなくて、ただイラストレーターとしての成長が限界に近づいてる感じがして、コンテンツ制作の他の分野を伸ばすことで、作品全体のクオリティをもっと高められるんじゃないかって考えてる感じなんだよね。
30% Extra Fee from Apple / iOS Patreon App:
Starting November 2024, everyone who subscribes to me on Patreon via the iOS app will get charged an extra 30% fee on top of the regular price that goes directly to Apple and none to the creator or the service! This applies to every creator in Patreon and the extra iOS fee also applies to pretty much any app that sells digital goods on the apple store as well such as YouTube, Facebook, Spotify etc. That's why, DO NOT SUBSCRIBE ON MOST APPS VIA iOS.
Apple/iOS Patreonアプリの30%追加料金:
2024年11月から、iOSアプリを通じてPatreonで私をサブスクライブする場合、通常の料金に加えて、Appleに直接支払われる30%の追加料金がかかります！ これはPatreonのすべてのクリエイターに適用され、また、Apple Storeでデジタル商品を販売するほぼすべてのアプリ（YouTube、Facebook、Spotifyなど）にもこの追加料金が適用されます。 そのため、iOS経由でほとんどのアプリにサブスクライブしないようにしてください。
Sources:
https://news.patreon.com/articles/understanding-apple-requirements-for-patreon
https://www.insightpartners.com/ideas/do-you-have-to-pay-the-apple-tax-its-complicated/
Comments
oh, no, their other account is the same content but it was for frankly different rewards and is being discontinued. support this one!
indigo
2024-10-29 19:47:07 +0000 UTCImposter syndrome is always here to make us question ourselves. Our support is a way to affirm that your art is truly great. I hope you succeed in valuing yourself as you really are! Nice to see you've found additional achievements to pursue. Wishing you all the best in your animation and game development journey! (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧ Oh, and as always, lovely art
Torihono
2024-10-29 19:43:30 +0000 UTCThey have another account with just as much art? I was already confused how they have time for college! I did find their old Twitter, and oh boy, their impostor syndrome has gotten a lot more manageable since then. 😳 But this 3 year old tweet is an absolute gem: "ill reach my goal no matter what watch me" You have been watched. Congratulations on your journey so far! 🥳
Athan-S
2024-10-29 12:44:32 +0000 UTCMy guess would be the third one: You are better than you think you are. I think the only artists who don't have impostor syndrome are the ones who haven't improved in 5 years. Your art is great, that's why we are all here. And if you are still not satisfied with it, I can't wait to see how it could get better.
Athan-S
2024-10-29 12:33:39 +0000 UTCYeah, I think having imposter syndrome happens a lot sadly. I am glad you are learning how to deal with it! I for one LOVE your art. This piece is a great example! In fact, this piece might be one of my favorite! You draw Fauna so so well! I love your art style. I LOVE the outfit (I love ghosts) her sleeves are sooo cute and her headpiece is adorable! I love the combination of cute and sexy, her little hair pieces are so so cute too! Those thighs are also divine. Thank you as always Deyui, and there is no other artist I love to see more!
Suguha Kirigaya
2024-10-29 11:44:52 +0000 UTCThere's probably always gonna be someone out there who are technically better at art, but that's not all that makes people love what you create. Art is very subjective. People are usually drawn to an artist's style, ideas, vibe or individuality. Viewing art solely through an objective lens doesn’t capture its full value, especially when taste plays such a huge role. People come to enjoy your art, and not just to evaluate your skill. Personally I love your style. It's light and cute. You have a skill of making everything look beautiful, no matter the scene.
zip
2024-10-29 08:26:28 +0000 UTCLove her! Cute outfit and smile, sexy pose and all the little sapling ghosts are adorable. Wishing you the best of luck in not fighting yourself too much on the imposter syndrome, it really does creep up on all of us and I think it's best to try to acknowledge that and make space for it. Always excited to see what you do, you've got passion and a good work ethic, the rest is up to you. 💚
compost
2024-10-29 05:49:11 +0000 UTCIf it makes you feel better for the last 3 months I've been a patron on your other acct thinking *that* was your main one while I was completely oblivious to this one Super cute ghost Fauna!
indigo
2024-10-29 04:24:39 +0000 UTCIt's normal to feel that there are many other artists who might do better work, but you have to remember that you are part of them. All of your work is really of excellent quality, and whatever decision you make, we will always support you. You are not only a great artist, but also a great person and an example to follow for many. Don't break, master!
Dra.Renard
2024-10-29 02:43:31 +0000 UTCCute love the outfit on this one
Luther
2024-10-29 02:35:15 +0000 UTC
