Officially Obese
Added 2025-01-10 03:29:46 +0000 UTCI’m officially fat. My most recent holiday wardrobe troubles and my body starting to change to more of a flabby type have really made that set in. Pants I had just bought months ago were now struggling to contain my lardy dough gut, even though I was the same weight as before.. something changed.
Everything hangs now. Before I was just kind of bloated looking. Now, there’s rolls and curves. Permanent fat deposits everywhere.
The world sees me this way. No more of the pretty jock boy shit, it’s just “look at that, another lardass at the store.” My softened wobbly body out of breath carrying the next load of junk ready to go down my gullet. There’s plenty of healthy stuff in the cart: turkey, rice, beef, pastas, veggies… but you’d never see it under all the soda, pastries, and junk.
My life revolves around this now. Before it was trying to be more gluttonous, more lazy, more hedonistic, more fat. Now, it’s natural. Yeah, I don’t walk a lot now. It’s because just getting up takes so much energy I’d rather save it for when it matters. My stomach is just so used to massive filling meals all the time it demands it right when I wake up. I used to wear tight clothes to show my fat, now I have to try not to show my fat. There is no normal anymore, I think these are lifelong curses I’ve placed upon myself.
I’m looking for a remote job. I’ve gotten too big to continue such a laborious job. I fear this will be what really does me in.
