allfattenedup

So in the mood

Added 2022-10-24 00:00:05 +0000 UTC

I feel so fat tonight. Every time I walk past the mirror I get a shiver. I'm so aware of my heavy belly's underside brushing against the outside of my waistband as it hangs over top. My double chin's been growing thicker. My arms are finally starting to fatten. I'm getting a thigh roll. I feel overwhelmed by the way I'm all just dough.

I haven't stopped blushing since morning. I can't stop grabbing. The reason I've done this to myself is that it's intoxicating. I'm so swept up in the thrill. Making my little appearances with friends here and there, smiling and doing my best impression of a normal person for the minimum acceptable time, before retreating back into my private apartment, my locked door, my surreal world, and eating, eating, eating.

Eating until my belly groans from the pressure and I think of how I used to look, hold the aesthetic picture in my mind and make eye contact with my flushed face, panting in the mirror. Cheeks swollen, double chin dropped, belly between my thighs, roll-stuffed sides quivering as I hold back ecstasy long enough for one more bite.