Lana BTD Wrap-up Delayed! 😭

I wanted to be transparent here before anywhere else. As this structure I’m doing for this last video for BTD is new to me I underestimated how long this would take me.

The good news is: it’s taking me a long time because I’m having fun with it and really immersing myself in writing this script for the video.

The bad news is: I’ve been pushing myself a little too much outside my limits and I now need to listen to my body and give myself more time. Between this and my day job I don’t think I’ve had a proper day off to just rest in about 3 weeks. That’s not sustainable for me unfortunately.

Part of this journey for me is really learning more about myself and trusting myself. I’ve done these type of cycles where I get super passionate about something and just hyperfixate until I burn out and can’t function for weeks/months. This Lana quest means too much to me to do that to myself or to you guys.

Thank you so much for all the messages of support and reminders to take care of myself. Without that I may have pushed myself past my limit and we’d be having a different conversation!

I’m so lucky to have such a supportive, kind and compassionate community.

Here is what I’m thinking:

I need to rest (I’m soo tired right now) for the next few days. My tentative target is just to delay this a week so hoping to get the early access to you guys before next weekend. This will also push my live stream to next weekend as well. I will communicate if I need more time than that.

Since I’m almost done the editing for the Aurora video I will most likely finish that for editing and premiere that on YouTube at our regular time (Saturday at 11am ET) for anyone who may be interested to chat during that.

Again thanks so much for your support in this and I promise to rest up so we can finish this and move onto UV! Sending so much love to everyone! ❤️❤️❤️

-Val