AURORA - What Happened to the Heart? - Full Album Reaction
Added 2024-09-26 13:40:57 +0000 UTCThis may have been the most emotional experience I've ever had listening to an album. My deep, childhood wounds are ripped open and I have a ball-fest for at least an hour of this over 2 hour reaction. If that doesn't sound like a good time...it's probably not the video for you. But if you're looking for a chance to get to know me and what's going on with me emotionally, it's the best video for that. <3
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So glad you’re here! And definitely stay tuned for more Aurora reactions! ❤️
Passion Dump of an Autist
2024-10-13 23:24:24 +0000 UTCI recently found your YouTube looking for reactions to Aurora. I am also Autistic and really connect to her music so I am excited to experience the full album reaction with you. Thank you for posting it.
RPGsus Plays
2024-10-13 22:11:32 +0000 UTCOkay, finally I have a spare moment to sit down and write my thoughts in response to this beautiful message. I totally understand the strange feeling of parasocial. I’m a little weirded out by the whole thing too and I actually quit 4 years ago from some people who misinterpreted my kindness for something else so I appreciate you even being aware of that. But with that being said, I also restarted this channel because I want to connect with like-minded people. So hearing about how you felt seen with this reaction touched my heart in such a big way. I was so nervous to post this tbh, because as I’m sure you saw, it was by far the most emotional reaction I’ve had. It was just transformative to have an artist articulate the feelings I’ve had my whole life and not been able to properly express. The apologizing for having emotions is something I’m definitely working on and cognitive about, but the shame is still there from being told my whole life that I’m “too much” and such so it definitely still rears her unhealed heart sometimes. But yes, it’s validating to hear that I don’t need to with this community. Anyways, I’m really happy you’re here and so glad you expressed these things to me. It really does mean a lot to me. 💙
Passion Dump of an Autist
2024-09-30 14:17:55 +0000 UTCOkay, so I just finished watching your reaction! And what a reaction it was!! Let me start by saying…. Auroras music when I hear it, makes me feel heard… and as such, seeing your reaction made me feel seen. If that makes sense. All the emotions were parallel to how I felt listening to this album. Look, this internet thing and following people on here can be weird to me lol, I feel a sense of repulsion to it often bc of the one sidedness aspect to it. I find it to be unhealthy in most cases, but not in this case. Not in this way. What I mean is, I never want to build a parasocial relationship where it’s one sided in feelings and emotions like I know you deeply from your very open and honest and very intimate and personal input, and yet it’s not reciprocated, bc that’s an unnatural way of connecting… but that’s exactly what I look for in reactions with people who are authentic bc it reflects how I feel… in that and being able to express that to the reactor, it’s no longer one sided but parallel. So it removes that parasocial aspect… at least for me. Just know that nearly 100 percent, I feel the same and relate overall to Aurora and the emotions you felt. And just in that, know that you know me as I know you in those sentiments you shared and personal testimonies because…. Guuuurl, same! Lol... I adore and appreciate the open emotions. Aurora does too! She encourages to feel openly. In the paradise Lana reaction you did, I was the one who commented “to become a river” (with your tears). That was a direct lyric from the Aurora song “the river” which says “you can cry, drink in your eyes, can you let the river run wild?” and the answer to that is yes. Yes you can. Let the tears flow! It’s beautiful! Please please never change that about you. Please cease to apologize to us about your feelings, your raw emotions, and your testimonies about you! It makes us feel closer and connected. This reaction was cathartic. It felt therapeutic! For that, I have immense gratitude! Please continue on just as you are! Music does change our brain chemistry and the way we think and feel! So we must be mindful what we put in our ears… Aurora is one that you can be sure is a safe environment, where she will speak to the pain and allow you to cry and pick you up and tell you it’s okay, the tears that fall bring healing and at the end of the song or album, always a sense of happiness and hope! Love your reaction dearly! I love your honesty. In regards to you possibly burning out one day… always know: YOU ARE MORE IMPORTANT THAN REACTIONS. Always! Always take care of yourself first and foremost. The audience that are worth having are the ones who would rather never see another reaction if that means you are taking care of yourself. This reaction, I must say, it was truly priceless!!! Sincerely, Thank you 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 I felt validated through it all 🥹
Gordan Haile
2024-09-29 15:54:32 +0000 UTC
