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I can't

Added 2021-09-21 16:41:30 +0000 UTC

I'm trying to draw but i genuinely can't anymore and i'm afraid for my life. art is my life and now i'm worse then when i was a little kid. i have trouble typing using my hands is so hard, i dont know whats wrong with me. im losing support from everywhere and i still owe people alot of commissions. I am genuinely afraid and worried for my existence. what am i supposed to do anymore, i cant describe or show how difficult life has become for me. i wish there was someone or something that could help me but im afraid there isn't. i cant even play games. this is a prison in my own body. someone help please