SHUESHIDA

04

(Starring Swayne and Meiko)

I pulled up on the drive way. He was holding a lot of shiny metal things. Which I knew was bad. My eye sight is poor cause of all the drugs I did as a kid. I stormed out of the car as calmly as I could. I turned off the car and walked behind him.

“So.. meiko.. how are you man.”

“If you want a pussy to fuck go downtown cunt.”

“Hey you know if I wanted to I could. What are you doing?”

“Who cares.” Now that I was closer I could see he was carrying steel chains. I got worried again.

“So what are the chains for?”

He didn’t respond. He just kept walking.

“Dude.”

He grumbled and let out a heavy sigh

“What the fuck do you want swayne. Money? Did you run of out Mary Jane?”

I looked him deep in the eye. We both had sharp eyes. We had to.

“Look. I’m sorry. What do you want.”

“I want you to tell me what you’re doing with those chains”

“Do you really want to know swayne?” I actually felt scared. This tiny pink wolf talking to me this way felt. Wrong. When he’s angry his voice is deeper then mine.

“Alright.”

“Thought so.”

“Look can you just come take a drive with me?”

“For what. I don’t want drugs. I don’t want alcohol. And I don’t want sex. So please. Legit fuck off.”

My ears lowered. I hate feeling this helpless. I could kill him right now with my fist. He’s aware of that. He knows who he’s talking to. He knows what he’s saying without saying it. It’s why I can’t keep myself from him. He says what I can’t say.

“Meiko.” I grabbed his paw as gently as I could.

He jumped and got startled, he swung the chain to his other hand and got in a fighter stance.

“Meiko, look I’m sorry, can you please just get in the car with me?”

“What so you can put me in a looney bin too?”

“MEIKO!”

“WHAT SWAYNE.” His voice had hit a leave of deepness even i couldn’t copy. My ears lowered.

“I KNOW WHAT IM SAYING. NOW GET THE FUCK OFF OF MY PROPERTY BEFORE I CUT YOUR FUCKING DICK OFF AND CHOKE YOU WITH IT.”

He’s never raised his voice like this to me. It was a roar. But. Spoken. I don’t like this confused feeling.

“Meiko I just want to talk. Come on tell me what’s going on.”

“Yeah like you fucking care”

“Meiko, come on…”

I gently rubbed his paw in a very gentle soft way.

He started shaking and started to cry as much as a little man like him can show. I gently tugged him in. He let go of the chain. His eyes watered enough to start dripping from his face.

“Please leave…” he said.

“You know I can’t do that.”

I held his arm as gently as I could. He was slowing giving up. He started sniffling. He muttered something. I crouched down to my knees since that’s the only way I’m eye level with him. He said what he muttered earlier a bit more clearer. His voice is so deep. Im envious of it. Even I can’t whisper this sensually. We gazed deep into each other’s eyes and he started shaking more. His sobbing broke into violent sobbing. It sounded like a warrior screeching in pain. He’s fighting the urge to cry so much. He clenched his face with the free hand. I pulled him in and hugged him to my chest. He finally gave up.

“I’m sorry…”

I didn’t say anything. I just pet his head the way I loved when Kyle did. His hair was silky smooth. No amount of conditioner I put in my hair could ever make it this soft. I stayed silent and let him let it out. I felt his entire smaller body shaking and crying out violently.

“I just want it to stop…”

“I know Meiko… I know.”

“… where did you want to take me?”

“Just a place that makes me happy.”

“… somewhere you haven’t taken me already?”

“Yeah.”

He slowly stopped sobbing and growled a bit. He punched the side of my head really hard. I yelped in pain

“OW WHAT THE-“

He tripped me and somehow I ended up with his foot on my neck. His feet were so cold.

“Why the fuck haven’t you already taken me there”

“Dude that fucking hurt come on.”

“Fucking drive, asshole.” He said before kicking me in the stomach. He took off his red oversized jacket, and got into the car. I’ve never seen him this naked. Of course he’d wear a black tank top. I laughed and I stood back up, coughing up the blood from his kick and spitting it on the floor. When I looked up he was already in the car. Giving me that angry face that scared the life out of me. I smirked at him and he growled and looked off to the side.

I don’t know why but I can’t keep myself from him.

I got in the car.

“Seatbelt, please.” I said to him with a smirk.

“Seatbelt, ple- shut the fuck up before I set this car on fire.”

I laughed hard and started to drive.