Renewal

Hey guys, 

First of all, I'm not dead. Apologies for the length of time it's been and I know many people have left and it's been an absolutely insane 12 months for everyone. For those who are still here, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. 

I honestly don't know what to focus on and since starting work exactly what I predicted would happen, happened. Namely that I was shattered and wanted to do very little when I wasn't in work. Sadly during this period I also lost my Grandad. We are also in the process of moving and to be honest time has just run away from me with one thing after another. 

I miss watching anime and making videos, I miss all of you guys too! Some of you have likely seen me in DeeBeeGeeks streams or on Discord occasionally but for the most part, I've not really been on the internet as a "creator" for the past few months. 

Do I want to return? That is the question isn't it. One I wasn't entirely sure I had an answer too till the other night when I found myself wanting to binge Attack on Titan as a reaction series. Or at the weekend when I remembered I still haven't seen the latest My Hero Academia movie.

In short, I was worried that all this time away would make me give up, instead after a period of stopping everything I've now slowly regained my desire to do this properly again. So after some deliberation, I can safely say,

Psychogold is back. 

But there are some caveats to that statement. This can't be like that before with the constant stopping and starting, getting too overwhelmed with everything and not properly thinking about the reality of editing and rendering. Which unfortunately means I must mention the other thing that happened that prevented me from updating you all for a time, my PC died (and is still dead). To begin with, I will be using my far less powerful laptop to record and edit videos. Sadly this thing does NOT like rendering videos in a timely manner so until we invest in new PCS and/or get a new motherboard for the old one I'm afraid I really do need to be cautious of how much I promise to get done in a week.

That is also not taking into account the fact that I work 7:30 - 5:30 4 days a week and I am currently involved in moving where I live so everything is up in the air right now.

BUT. The point I want you to know is I am back. There will be a schedule, it will be small scale but if we manage that without issue I will think about scaling up and seeing how that goes. The truth is I am just one person with a tiny following. I need to start putting time into getting stuff on to YouTube as well as here to start growing again. 2021 will be a challenge but it's one I want to take on, with you guys along for the ride.

~ Scott.