Me: I'm just going to mindlessly doodle to get back into it.
Also me: ANGST. EMOTIONAL PROJECTION. Baby Lilith.
I was talking to a friend and, as much as I love the senseless, passionate fucking between Uncle and Julien, I love them coming together to form a family over angst and abandonment.
I've been working on the Kowalski leaving Julien for Doris AU for years lol
It didn't really become an outlet for me until I experienced the same thing, lucky for me I never had children, but all the same investing your life into someone and being discarded so easily is - it's a real terrible thing.
And with the introduction of Julien's family and history with his kingdom it added more to the simple story I started with.
It's both painful and healing to vent like this, which I know full well I clung to Uncle when I left, and I know a lot of people miss Kowalski/Julien but, right now this is def my jam.
Gunna try for smut next lol
Something mindless to enjoy X3
Maxx001
2020-10-19 19:33:50 +0000 UTC