Updates. Some Bad news and good news.

Hey hey folks.

So..

Bad luck rant incoming.. skip to the good news section if you don't care...

Know that while reading the following.. nothing changes for most of you! In fact.. things might actually improve when it comes to the smut..

The Bad News

Still here? Good.. You are a real one for caring about the person behind the smut..

Here goes..

There are those days when things go wrong then there are those weeks that make you question what you did to deserve this shit...

Well..

i just had one of those weeks. Before i tell you the good news lemme share my week with you for a moment.. things going from kinda sucky to fucking terrible.. bear with me here..

This was my week so far...

• Lost packages in the mail..

• Tifa doll still at customs in fucking Poland, been there for a month now even though everything is paid for and taken care of! (taxes, import cost etc)

• Burned my foot with boiling water, a minor 1st degree burn thankfully.. Pan with water fell from the stove, fucked me up for a while..

• Had a terrible flu and stomach ache for a few days..

• and to top it all off.. and the thing that effect you guys as well..

  I lost ALL my files concerning the LEC foundation monster milf project! Everything is gone...

  I had everything saved on a separate hard drive. Voice files, intros, polls, bios, recorded animations.. and the hard drive is fucked.. lost everything.. three months of work gone in one fucking evening, right in between making extra backups! Whatever you are thinking of as a solution right now.. i tried it.. it's all gone.

This means that the whole monster milf project that i had planned is on indefinite hold. Sorry to those who were looking forward to it.. trust me.. i'm more messed up by it then anyone..

One good thing is that the models were saved separately.. so i still have those to animate with. It's just that this was supposed to be a whole thing with bio sheets, voice acting and tons of background info and stuff.. hell.. even a storyline with lore through it all..

Fuck it.. I'll see about still making some monster milf animations but don't expect anything as fancy as was planned...

This is the last time i plan anything too big.. too far ahead of time.

See? This is why i create and upload my shit when i feel like it and when it comes to me..

Organized Chaos works best for someone like me.

Maybe it had to be.. things happen for a reason my mom always said.. so be it..

The Good News

Now.. i have a tough soul and am not easy to break when it comes to my happiness. Sure all of the above blows but i have learned how to stay positive in my life over the years. Sucky things happen.. and i learn from them.. accept them.. and then make the best of it... so..

More time has been freed up for other things!

This means i will be going back to my more varied content like before, a nice balance between all the fetishes, genders and sexuality.. hell.. i might add random stuff in there, new stuff to freshen it up every now and then..

Fuck it, it's time to work on finding other ways to grow and make more money as an artist to feed my figurine and Tifa collectable addiction! (and of course pay taxes and groceries)

• Expect requests to be open again for higher tier supporters.

  This is NOT commissions! I still get to decide what i make and when, i can still say no to an idea or adjust it to my liking..but i do wish to give you guys more, you deserve that much.

• You guys have been asking for months now about a Discord.. You folks really want that?

  I will have to be convinced.. Modding a discord by myself sounds like hell.. tell me what you folks expect out of a discord group? Talking about my work? Talking to me directly?... to each other? Sharing music and art? Talking about the weather? What is it that you guys think a discord will achieve?

  Lemme know.. Discord will only happen if you folks actually convince me, it sounds like a lot of extra work to me...

• Expect exclusive stuff for loyal supporters! Things like behind the scenes stuff, ideas and WIP stuff.. only getting access on higher tiers. You will even get a say in changing things around..

• More polls.. more choices.

This is just a taste. Right now it's tough to think of what i want to do in the future.. as you might be able to imagine i don't want to plan ahead too far right now..

So.. expect the old Nayan to be back i suppose.. Random subjects.. random upload dates and covering all the fetishes i like.. when i like them! Chaos reigns!

You got something you want me to make.. fuck it.. ask me then, now might be the perfect time to get your dream milf, gilf, femboy or furry, etc animation made... just don't expect a full on commission alright? We clear on that? good.. If you are a higher tier supporter then we can work something out..

Now if you'll excuse me.. i'm going to work out, do some lifting and get rid of the last bits of frustration to some good music..

Then i have about a million ideas to go through and work my balls off the upcoming week!

Know that i am just fine both physically and mentally.. i'm a tough sonofabitch when it comes to this stuff! I've lived a life full of challenges and hills to climb over and i still smile every day!

I find happiness in many small things.. and many of these things are not life changing.. just frustrating.

I'm still smiling..

You should as well! Don't feel sorry for me.. Nice comments and messages are always welcome of course but i'm just fine!

Thanks for reading and stay tuned!

You got questions or want to say hi, maybe you need a digital shoulder to punch or cry on? Private messages are open 24 hours a day! Big boy.. tiny little heart!

All the love,

Nayan