Hey hey folks!
Today i'm introducing a new format i'm calling "Let's talk about" where i talk about random subjects a bit of everything and nothing or any updates and plans i might have. It's most meant to give a bit of a view into the mind behind the art! In this first edition i will be talking about the best lady ever created in video game history and what she means to me... Tifa Lockhart!
Introduction
Let me start by going back a while.. i'm a bit younger and i play final fantasy 7 for the first time, the original on the old first playstation. There i met a lady i fell in love with instantly.. Tifa.. She was badass, motherly, caring and had a vulnerable side she wasn't afraid to show to those close to her... and she was beautiful.. perfect even in my eyes!
When i say i fell in love with this character i mean truly in love with her.. This went beyond a young me just wanted to "do her" no.. i wanted to hang around her, talk to her be held and cuddled by her. I know it sounds pathetic to some but she is someone who got me through some heavy stuff irl by just pretending to be near her, i hope you understand what i'm talking about here...
Now i'm a little older now.. have an amazing happy life and Tifa is still a big part of my life in the form of wallpapers, posters, clothing and figurines! I have a large collection of my two "obsessions" a display case full of iron man figurines.. and another with Tifa stuff!.. sadly there are not too many figurines available but that gave me a really silly idea which i will talk about near the end of this blog...
Anways...
Here is the strange thing.. i have not played the Final fantasy 7 remake or rebirth yet, since i wanted to wait until it was all out. I avoided everything about it until about a week ago when i saw a cut scene on YouTube.. and there she was.. Tifa.. and holy crap.. i have to play this soon! I'm planning on buying the first two games and using that as a nice stress relief in between work! Sit down old school in a cozy chair with a controller in my hand and play FF7! I can't wait!
EDIT: I have now played the games and might be even more in love with her then ever before!
The Plan and rule 34
I have been browsing a bit of rule 34 of Tifa and was... disappointed..
Sure there are some fine animations that are well done but so many increase her boobs to a ridiculous size.. it's sacrilege! There are some Futa versions of her as well but the same problem.. everything is way to big.. it literally made me burst out laughing at some of them.. anyways.. i've always tried to stay away from creating Tifa animations out of respect for my history with the character.. but i think it's time i jumped in!
So.. i'm going to creating animations with Tifa in it soon, more "correct" ones when it comes to her body and if i create any Futa version it will be a normal sized.. "tool", like a normal average male would have if you know what i mean... I might even look into creating a femboy version if you people behave!
I'm buying a what?!
Before i end this rant i wanted to share an idea i had. Bear with me here... this will sound crazy!
Recently i found out about Gamelady, a company that makes.. "love dolls".. after videogame characters.. you can see where this is going..
I saw they make a "Lovedoll" of Tifa and it looks absolutely stunning! It's insane how pretty and close to her look in remake/rebirth is! So here's my plan.. Since i cannot find any more figurines i'm going to get a life sized one in the form of a love doll! That's right! Check this out..

You see this?! This is crazy! Of course i know it's not going to 100% look like that but if it's close enough then i'll be happy!
I'm going to buy a doll meant for love making but pose her and display her in my living room! Yup, i know.. it sounds like someone saying they buy dirty magazines for the articles.. trust me.. if i wanted to buy her to "do her" i would totally admit that here, i'm not someone who is shy about that and easily talk about such things, if it was a Milf/Gilf doll that thing would see all corners of my house!.. This is different to me.. it's something special!
The only problem is that it would be a "figurine" that would cost me around 2500 bucks.. yup.. i know! The outfit is around 200-300 as well.. So, i'm saving up for that.. i don't really need much else, besides maybe a new computer at some point. I don't wear fancy clothing or care much about cars and stuff so i have the option to save whatever i make with my art now.. anyways, i know it's silly.. but it's something i have to do in my life, it's insane.. but i have to!
EDIT: HUGE UPDATE - The Tifa doll has been ordered and is on her way thanks to you folks as mentioned in a more current let's talk about!
Closing words
I know all of this is probably silly to most of you but to me she is something special that i hope maybe some of you understand. I think everyone had something or someone in their life they held onto.. you know? Like a plushe.. or a song.. or maybe a poster or photo..
Anyways..
I want to share something with you boys and girls, it's an animation of Tifa i made that shows what i mean. It's something i made as practice for the near future and was not planning on sharing with anyone but heck.. why not!
It's Tifa, lying on the bed with you... and all you hear is ambient sound and her breathing while she cuddles with you. No sexy stuff, no nudity.. just a simple relaxing animation that comes from my heart. Download it below, no logo.. no links.. just the clean animation you can do with whatever you want.. background, fall asleep to it.. or try and put Tifa's theme from remake on in the background! Just a simple fade in and out for an easy loop.. Free for everyone!
I will be making more of these in the future if there is an interest in it. I know most of you might be here for the smut but i hope i can provide a bit of a smile on some of your faces with this animation.. and the ones that will come in the future!
Thank you for reading and all the love,
Nayan
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