love my highly specific titles. this was a sketchy design for tattoos for myself, if i had like, unlimited money, time, and infinite pain tolerance. lmao.
so, an update on my living situation... i'm moving! i think in the last post i mentioned i was going to see a cottage, 20 minutes out of the city. it was beautiful. i leapt on the opportunity. then i had to be basically vetted and interviewed, since applying for properties is so competitive these days. i've had a really fucking stressful week. i'm so pleased that i was picked, but since my ex left and i've been living alone for the first time in my life, it has just been... *really hard*. it's like i haven't been able to be myself for so long. i can barely enjoy the things i used to love. yeah yeah, standard breakup stuff. it's slowly getting slightly better but unsurprisingly, it's not linear. i have good days and really bad days. evenings and nights alone are the worst. i'm sure that i'm going to get accustomed to it though and... you know, grow as a person. hopefully... it's hard to do anything right now tbh, including draw. i get a tonne of stuff done though, probably because it's distracting and there's no one telling me to sit down and relax. aaanyway, jeez.
i'm looking forward to healing, more space, fresher air, trees and birds around me, building new routines and habits. it's gonna be good.
Brandon
2023-08-03 05:24:22 +0000 UTCValik
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