NEWS FROM HELL I

I've been thinking about your post for the last few days. It's given me some peace of mind. We wont live to see Truth vindicated. We're not promised the salvation of man or the death of the antichrist and we shouldn't expect it. HOLE'S words keep running through my mind "YOU ARE GOING TO DIE". I only have so much time left to waste. I'm typing this while laying in bed listening to $uicideboy$. As I was about to type out "I've been wasting my time listening to $uicideboy$" the lyrics from Champagne Face went "(Check the clock, we're running out of time) Wasting my time, might as wll stole the rollie, burnin big blunts" Absolutely poetic timing.

I have to keep reminding myself that I am walking to my own crucifixion, nothing more nothing less. As usual, your words both indict & inspire me. I don't have much to spare but will pay to contribute to your Work, which is God's work. I "wasted time" today I could have been writing. And preparing for a performance March 1st that I could use to glorify God by making joyful truthful noise with words/image/synth. Instead I did what I try not to do but can't stop, read about the sudden deaths, mourned for what happened to my family and tried to heal the grief by "convincing " people of things on Twitter. What I really want can never happen- for me not to have dealt alone with what I dealt with in 2020, 2021, 2022. To have hugged one friend while in the aching pit of terror grief and despair caring for my mom and sister. But I can't go back. And as a friend I miss, love, I respect even though he isnto the Western Buddhist demonic type of prayer says "if I only I have 3 months 3 days or thirty years left alive I am going to approach them all the same- to cherish my loved ones, do good work, and serve others. " I tell him that he is a Christian but doesn't know it yet. God bless you and your family, Logo. I will write tomorrow & program my synth before going back to Work on Wednesday.

saudadiste