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Samantha Blacklock
Samantha Blacklock

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Sketch, WIP, mini-animation and small personal update

Hello! ^^

I've been doing what I can, really. Things haven't been easy at all, but after a few weeks of doing basically nothing, I'm finally starting to draw again. Sorry if I haven't replied to messages or comments, I'll try to catch up soon. I'm still struggling a bit, but I really appreciate it when you write to me, so please don't ever hesitate to do so!

Here's a little sketch I'm making for Lizzy's birthday this November 18th.

Sort of a continuation to this old drawing xD

I really like the concept of Lizzy unwrapping Lynn like a candy, xD This time, however, instead of Lizzy taking the bow off Lynn's hair, she's tying a new one with a blindfold over her eyes because, well, they might want to try something a little different -u-

There's also this WIP of a redrawing of the old mirror scene:

I just wanted to remake it. Still needs a bit of work and a background. I may use this chance to actually design Lizzy's room at that point of the story (and why not, Lynn's original room and her room in Lizzy's apartment, Rose's room, and Lizzy and Lynn's room after they become a couple -u-)

And there's this mini-animation my wonderful wife made using my last chibi drawing as a base:

https://youtu.be/q9oBKdPkxrE

She made this for the AniMole, which, BTW, didn't go as well as I expected, but it was still a fantastic experience! Here are some pictures:

I also made a short appearance on another artist's video x) (It's in Spanish, unfortunately D:)

I appeared for like 1 second on the official La AniMole's video x) (Minute 03:44)

And here are some photos with fans!

And these pictures of my babies in Monterrey, Mexico (went to the Oops! LGBT Art Con):

And then there's this new Chibi ID I made of myself:

With an alternate version that feels a bit more honest (even though it may not be as likable):

I hope you like them! And again, sorry for being such a bad friend and artist. I still haven't continued HRT, I haven't had the chance to see my psychiatrist to change medications (I continue on Desvenlafaxine, but without any improvement), nor to visit a different therapist.

I've said it many times, and I'll keep saying it. These girls are the one thing that keeps me going. Your love for them, for this part of me, your support, your kind words... They mean the world to me.

I've been lonely most of my life, and emotionally, I still deal with most things on my own. Sometimes yes, because I still carry a deep fear of rejection and abandonment, so I find it hard to open up and be honest and vulnerable, but... I pour my soul into my art. I'm trying to find a new balance and continue creating, to do even more than before. It won't happen overnight, of course, but I still want to make that dream come true.

I want to show my heart, and I have to thank you all for giving me that chance. Thank you for everything. <3

I'll have new updates soon.

And here are a few photos of myself because why not?

Trying to smile.

Comments

I realised I typed up a small novel again, so I'll send it to you on Discord! ^.^

Connie

It's great to see more wonderful art taking shape! I always thought the mirror scene/gif was absolutely adorable and I love that you're revisiting it now that your style has changed. And of course, Lizzy and Lynn always look so sweet together! On the personal stuff, I hope you can get the chance to try some different approaches that'll hopefully help you feel better. Just remember that everyone is here because we love what you're bringing into the world! I'm rooting for things to get better on your end and for your art to keep being a spot of brightness for you and everyone who sees it. Thank you for sharing it with us!

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