APOLOGY + EXPLANATION + REQUESTS
Added 2022-05-24 06:53:15 +0000 UTCI always found it hilarious when you read side effects on medication, and amongst them you see the exact same thing the medication is supposed to be helping you against.
So I got depression from antidepressants. Achievement unlocked.
I AM TERRIBLY SORRY I DISAPPEARED! T__T
I was sleeping all the time. 14-18 hours long. Nothing helped.
I lost any sense of time and almost all the pleasure.
My executive dysfunction was never THAT bad before. (You might have noticed I haven't uploaded my latest drawing on social media either)
I was caught in the loop of "Not Being Productive-> Hating Myself -> Not Being Productive"
It took me several weeks to actually admit I had depression. Then I was waiting for it to pass thinking the adjustment period was still going. Then I started cancelling the meds and got a throwback.
I wrote about it on my Discord. I know I should've written this here too, because most of you are not there. But the longer I postponed the more difficult it was to do it because of all the guilt and shame.
I am so so sorry.
I know this little sketch doesn't make up for it, but it's a start, I guess?
My next drawing will be Antibug/ChatBlanc sin as requested last month.
AS TO REQUESTS
You can drop them here, same rules as usual, but the chance I'm gonna be able to do it this month is small. The pinned post has the info on how to get the next sin art if you are leaving my Patreon.
I'm gonna be doing lots of portrait studies next 8 weeks, so if you want me to sketch or draw ANY CHARACTER [portrait] FROM ANYWHERE, you can leave your suggestions below too! I might be interested in it.
Seriously, any character, any fandom (series, movies, games, comics)! I'm gonna be drawing lots of faces, might as well give it a go ^^
