近況回報與半永久停更公告

各位讀者好，路過的朋友好，支持很久的粉絲好。我消失了大約快四個月的時間，正確來說其實是快要半年的時間。

在新年期間，因為負面想法爆表，到了四月中，最後一次更新，大概是谷低，時常有想要從世界登出的念頭。家人陪伴就醫後，診斷有輕度躁鬱。

我想先和即便我回應的狀況極糟，卻還是邀請委託的朋友致歉，那種癡癡等待的感覺一定是不好受的，我也一事無成，讓你們失望了。

穩定服藥後，到我能夠再發文章和創作的現在，病況好轉許多。然而，我的筆電在最近壽終正寢，雖然硬碟沒有受損，但由於主機板毀損，昂貴的維修費對我而言實在無法負擔。

當然是要購買新設備，但我無法預期要過多久才能預備足夠的金錢。一年、兩年、或是久到足夠被遺忘的年份。

為表示誠意，我手繪了兩張圖，雖然畫技馬馬虎虎，但算是送給Becky的最後作品。不想畫短髮，畫了青春的雙辮。不想太悲傷，所以還是保持色氣。

FANBOX和PATREON我會再想想怎麼處理，也許留著，也許關閉。由衷感謝義無反顧用話語和小額金錢支持我的朋友們。

那麼，就這樣，有緣再見。

Dear readers, passing friends, and longtime supporters,I have been absent for almost four months, or to be more precise, nearly six months.

During the New Year period, I experienced a surge of negative thoughts. By mid-April, when I last updated, I had hit rock bottom, frequently contemplating leaving this world.

After seeking medical help with the support of my family, I was diagnosed with mild bipolar disorder.First, I want to apologize to those who invited and commissioned me despite my poor response condition. The wait must have been unbearable, and I achieved nothing, letting you down.

After stabilizing on medication, I have improved significantly to the point where I can write and create again. However, my laptop recently died. Although the hard drive remains intact, the motherboard is damaged, and the repair costs are prohibitively expensive for me.

I plan to buy a new device, but I cannot predict how long it will take to save enough money—one year, two years, or long enough to be forgotten.

As a gesture of sincerity, I hand-drew two illustrations. Though my drawing skills are poor , they are my final works dedicated to Becky. I drew her with youthful pigtails instead of short hair to avoid sadness, yet maintained a certain charm.

I'll reconsider how to handle my FANBOX and PATREON accounts—whether to keep them open or close them. I sincerely thank those who have supported me with words and small contributions.

So, this is it.

Farewell, until we meet again.