Sharing One Of My Greatest Fantasies
Added 2023-08-13 03:41:56 +0000 UTCThis is extremely nerve wracking to talk about, but here it is y'all. No explosive ending to this one as the edging has begun. Off to finish editing on the patagonia audio!
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This resignates with me... The why thing... Back like 8 years ago when I was feeling like crap about myself, I stumbled across Tumblr [while it was no holds barred and you could post ANYTHING without them deleting it like a crap version of IG]. I started posting photos and videos daily.. I had like 5k followers at my highest... I loved knowing that there were over 5000 people getting off to my content... Over 5k people seeing my stuff on their fyp and wondering how many times someone came to my content? 🥵 It felt empowering and lord I was on edge all day every damn day just thinking about it. Through Tumblr I discovered that there was a place for everyone in society no matter the kink/lifestyle.. No matter what you look like. I discovered my kinks through Tumblr weren't weird.. Throat fucking, choking, spanking, being fulling used and manhandled, mmf...mmmf [🤭], cum, cock, being cum all over, subspace.. And discovering how much I love the word cunt 😮💨Kinks that veeerry much align with what you post. Since irl I don't get what I truly need at least I can live vicariously through these audios.
PumpkinKooter 🎃
2025-04-02 20:44:07 +0000 UTCSo glad I was reminded of this one again <3
mollie
2025-04-02 16:09:37 +0000 UTCWorking through your back catalogue has been a journey, and I remember hearing this audio a while ago, not quite knowing how to respond. I know this was from a few years back, but I just want to say, I understand more than you probably realise. It’s not easy to be vulnerable, to share parts of yourself that you fear might be judged or misunderstood. That fear is something I know well; in fact, it’s what led me into this world in the first place. Please never feel ashamed or hesitant, this community stands behind you completely. The idea of giving myself over to someone so entirely, placing that much trust in another person, surrendering that level of vulnerability… it sounds like the BEST kind of hell. And honestly? You should never feel embarrassed for wanting to explore that, whether through your characters or in real life. I’m just glad you have an outlet where you can embrace your fantasies and desires without guilt. No one should ever make you feel ashamed for that, and no one has the right to take it from you. 😘
gemslittlebookshelf
2025-03-03 19:54:48 +0000 UTCHello, fairly new subscriber here (and freshly upgraded too). I have been working my way through from the start, while also enjoying the current postings. I'm usually just a shy lurker and don't speak up or comment much, but I just had to stop by and say... Holy Fuck, that is one of the hottest fantasies I have heard of! Please tell me it came to fruition and I will be finding audio soon?! If it has become an audio, can someone help a girl out and pass me the link? Pleeaaase!!!! 😘😅
Samma Jamma
2025-02-17 18:13:43 +0000 UTCStraight up this is the hottest thing I’ve ever heard of in my life.
Madeleine D
2024-10-17 06:45:35 +0000 UTCAs a new patron, i've been working through your catalogue and i've found myself in tears a lot (in a good way, i promise!) because i've found myself sinking into a place of emotional vulnerabilty through your audios. What you said about making fantasies come to life spoke to me because that's so much what this is for me. Its a way to explore kinks i have in a way that is *completely* without shame, in a way i've never felt outside of this space. And seriously, i wish you so many good things for addressing anorgasmia bc its so hard for me to come but i 100% sink into a physical and emotional place while i'm listening that might not end in orgasm the *vast* majority of the time but still ends in deep satiafaction. I have a very similar love of hardcore bondage but have yet to trust someone enough to do it. It's not necessarily about the sexual aspect for me and maybe in many ways it *isn't*, its about trusting someone to take care of me while i'm in a situation that might be dangerous to me but knowing they *would* make sure i'm safe and cared for. Thank you so much for letting us have this audio to explore this. Thank you for being vulnerable enough to share this with us.
Archerstar
2024-05-22 12:47:42 +0000 UTCVel I think I may have just utterly fallen in love with you simply based on your view of extreme bondage. I'm not really into the dehumanization/degradation sections of the BDSM world but the way you describe the toy's situation? I'm very interested. My goodness, as if you weren't lovely enough.
LittleGirlLostExplores
2024-02-29 06:53:47 +0000 UTCOkay, Vel, that sex toy fantasy was so fucking hot and not that far stretched from one something I've kept buried deeeeeep in my mind for decades now. For real, you are creating the sort of an atmosphere that I'm seriously considering to share with you one or two of my earliest turn-ons and fantasies... but not here. I guess I have to find the right venue for that. Be it your Discord or whichever, but I think others might enjoy listening to this aside me. We'll see. I'm just gobsmacked by your style and your approach to creating these audios - in the best way! Thank you, good sir, and thanks to the friend who gave you the first push towards us. 💖💖💖
Mihae_79 MH MirH
2024-02-17 12:43:24 +0000 UTCI really need to stop listening to these while I’m at work 🥵🥵🥵🥵🫠🫠🫠🫠 I’m dying here. Bondage kink is high on my list of things I want to have in my sex life and holy shit. A whole series with this? Fuck. Me. 😭
Lupe
2023-10-17 20:39:41 +0000 UTCJesus Christ Vel! I can barely breathe after listening to this. Honestly I figured that this was a good time to play catch up on audios because I’ve fallen behind and now I’m soaking my panties. Bondage is my all time kink, being tied up and completely helpless in someone else’s hands… I’ve never been able to find someone who was truly into taking control from me and just using me for their pleasure. Finding someone that I could trust enough to treat me like nothing more than an object but still knows how to do proper aftercare. This would absolutely wreck me…
MadLadyFaye
2023-08-27 06:50:10 +0000 UTCPlanning on it. *Saluts*
Vel Vel
2023-08-14 05:56:09 +0000 UTCLet's see how it comes out!
Vel Vel
2023-08-14 05:55:59 +0000 UTCI'm excited to share it! I think it will be good, if not terrifying to be posting it.
Vel Vel
2023-08-14 05:55:45 +0000 UTCMe also honestly. Sort of nervous, but excited.
Vel Vel
2023-08-14 05:54:14 +0000 UTCI think audio and written forms are some of the very best ways to enjoy darker and more intense fantasies. I am so happy to hear that you have been able to realize more of these things, and I hope this September audio really resonates with you. If you were able to join for stream, I hope you liked it! I will be playing a more cozy game this week.
Vel Vel
2023-08-14 05:54:01 +0000 UTCIt is 100% the vibe I am going for. Like just because you are a sex toy for me to use when I feel like it, doesn't mean I don't want my toys to feel comfy and happy? A happy sub is the best sub. Idk. For me the fantasies of control and orgasm should never truly one sided, even if that's for the fantasy.
Vel Vel
2023-08-14 05:43:13 +0000 UTCYou got it.
Vel Vel
2023-08-14 05:39:56 +0000 UTCThe scene is for the person bound up! It should be comfy (unless discomfort is part it) and the listener is the focus of it all. I really do want to explore some of the more extreme things that can only happen in the audio world. Thank you for the support and being vocal about your opinion. Hearing people who may not enjoy it as much is just as important as it to hear people who like it.
Vel Vel
2023-08-14 05:39:41 +0000 UTCShare. The. Script. The people need it. I am people, I need it.
Vel Vel
2023-08-14 05:26:20 +0000 UTCthe head box as a concept is the scene that gave this whole idea life! The commissioner loved the concept so much and wanted to take it to an extreme that I had never considered before, but very much consider now. I am so excited to see how things end up.
Vel Vel
2023-08-14 05:23:52 +0000 UTCThis reminds of a demonstration I saw years ago. Displaying the different types of head bondage; masks, blindfolds, gags, etc. And the one I was most excited by: the head box. It had a built in glory hole, a setup to hold a phone, velvet cushioning, a small fan to help move air through the holes near the neck. I got to try it on for a few minutes and it creates a truly trance like state. And I can totally picture exactly what you’re saying, while utilizing that. So thank you for sharing your awakening, it’s always fun to be able to expand my own fantasies when others talk about theirs!! It’s also very nice to hear anyone talk about the devotion that goes into the more extreme bondage, you’re doing great things and I can’t wait to see where you’re able to go with it all.
ThePrincessRoxx
2023-08-13 16:40:27 +0000 UTCThis one mixed with the last one sent my dirty little brain off into a gutter 😂 (and a word document script that will probably never see the light of day) Trust and boundaries are key in everything. It’s awesome you stick to them.
Rose_Collins
2023-08-13 12:41:09 +0000 UTCThat doesn't sound like something I'd be into IRL from the loss of control but honestly, the way you've described it.. that the person you'd do this to would be comfortable, given water breaks, tap outs and Netflix.. that's something that I've never heard of.. and is incredibly sweet and caring ☺️ so yes, that sounds like fun as an audio idea! And like you said, we can be free in audios.. it's safe, it's pretend.. so why not induldge? You can always turn it off if it gets too real, or too much 🤷🏻♀️ Also, it'd be a challenge to stay still listening to your voice 😅 Thank you for being so vulnerable and free with your kinks, it's scary opening up that can of worms.. and for explaining your philosophy and why you do this.. makes me glad to support you 💜
Whiskeyskin
2023-08-13 09:53:19 +0000 UTCYes. Please. 🙂
Hot Dog
2023-08-13 09:23:53 +0000 UTCThank you for sharing that 💖💖 as a listener, I’m grateful we as a community have earned your trust as well. You deserve to feel as safe with us as we do with you. I’m definitely into the scenario you described. I think it’s the casual-ness in that style of free use that gets me. Like everyone around agrees that it’s normal, (even though it obv isn’t) and the use of the sub is secondary to what else is happening. (ie. A conversation at a party, watching tv, cooking, w/e) Just people hanging out and having a nice time with each other, “oh and also my partner is riding my dick rn if you want to use them next, but anyway did you catch the game last week?” If that makes any sense, lol. Or like in your scenario — they’re set up in the box, as a feature of a party, while other people are talking and drinking and having a good time. UGH that shit is so good 😆
acutefish
2023-08-13 09:10:35 +0000 UTCVel thank you for being vulnerable in this sharing of this particular fantasy. I am so glad I found you on Twitter. I’m a horny freak too and my fantasies are very similar to what you are talking about in this audio and many of your past kink audios. It’s hard to share my deepest desires due to trusting some wrong partners in the past. Hearing you talk about these things so openly over the last few months has really helped me realize that it’s okay to fantasize (and possibly experience again) these darker sides of my desires. Hmm I feel like I’m having a hard time putting my thoughts into words. Please just know I really appreciate your audios. You make me cum so much. I look forward to all your future audios especially September based on this! 🫠 I excited to join your stream tomorrow. I tried on the first one but my connection was terrible and kept freezing, but I’m back home now so that shouldn’t be an issue. Oh good luck with your edging, I’m nervous for you?!? Stay hydrated and take care of yourself. Hm that’s sounds wrong lol don’t take care of yourself till it’s time…okay I’m rambling now. I’ll see myself out. 😊 Good Night!
Jul
2023-08-13 05:18:16 +0000 UTCAll I'm comfortable saying here is, boy i'm excited for September
bostonbunz
2023-08-13 04:32:23 +0000 UTCYou probably already know what I'm gonna say, but yes please. Yes yes yes. The trust element of bondage is what makes it so hot for me - giving yourself fully to someone who you trust implicitly not only to pleasure you but also to take care of you. I would absolutely love to hear what you can do with it. 💜 Have a good night!
Giggleloop
2023-08-13 04:28:30 +0000 UTCVel, you’ve done it again and managed to set the bar per usual! Honestly, that sounds amazing and I’m here for it!
Kaykie_LouWho
2023-08-13 04:22:37 +0000 UTCUmmmmm…yeah, you should do that. All of it 🥴🫠
j.
2023-08-13 03:59:47 +0000 UTC