Giving Yourself - Part 12, Back Home

Oria quickly pulled her feet and placed them on the ground, she picked you up, “I’m sorry”, she whispered and placed you inside the aquarium, she went to the door and opened it, Hila stood at the entrance with a huge smile, sunglasses and her vacation hat, they greeted each other with a long hug and she walked in, “you don’t understand, I had the best vacation ever”, then she looked at you, “why is he exposed like that and not under a sheet? Don’t ruin his education lol”, she giggled, and took a seat on the sofa.

“Why cover him?” Oria asked, confused, then took a seat as well.

“To tame him, he shouldn’t do anything except taking care of feet, hope you haven’t spoiled him too much”, Hila said and laid back.

Oria sighed, “I’m not sure it’s needed, you are lucky Hila, I have to say Guy is a very good slave”.

Hila made a confused face, then started laughing, “what? What happened to you?”

Oria forcefully giggled as well, trying to hide her disappointment, “nothing, I’m just saying, he didn’t complain once since he got here, and he’s very good with feet”

“Well, let’s stop talking about that pathetic loser”, Hila giggled, she held the aquarium and placed it on the floor next to her, then she placed her feet on top of it, she bent closer and started sharing with Oria details about her vacation, you looked up at her soles and you were stunned:

Her soles condition was so much worse since you first saw them, every single inch was covered in dead skin, layers upon layers, filled with white thick cracks, it’s like all your hard work before she went to her vacation was in vain, you gasped in horror as it started to sink in.

It will take you years, a lot of years of hard endless labour, you kept examining her feet, you gulped, your mouth went dry, even 10 years aren’t going to be enough, even 20, you laid down in despair, holding your head.

Instead of being with Oria you are going to spend your whole life eating dead skin off Hila’s feet, it’s those damn treks, what shoes did she wear? That bitch, she must have done it on purpose! Your body trembled, you hated her so much right now, you can’t believe it’s happening.

Desperately, you got closer to the aquarium wall in Oria direction, watching her beautiful feet on the floor, how she raised her toes up, you wanted to be close to them again but you knew that it’s impossible, and by the time you’ll see them again they won’t look like that anymore.

You looked up, you had eye contact, Oria looked so sad and Hila just kept talking non stop about her trip, what an inconsiderate egoistic sociopath, you thought to yourself, how can’t she see she’s so sad?! Not even asking her what’s wrong!

Hila finally finished her coffee, she placed her feet back in her flip flops, “well I guess I better get going, thanks for everything Oria”, she got up and they hugged.

“Sure you don’t want to stay a bit longer? Rest or something?”, Oria suggested.

“Nah I better unpack my things and get this loser to work a little, I’m sure he missed my feet”.

Oria gulped, “Let’s stay in touch this time”, giving you a sad look from beyond Hila’s shoulder.

“I sure hope so, but with that promotion I’m going to work so hard in the foreseen future”, Hila sighed, she went back to pick you up, thanking Oria again and went outside to the car.

Oria stood at the entrance watching you leaving, you kept watching her until Hila placed you beneath her car seat and started driving home.

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Once you got home Hila got you and her suitcase out of the car, she placed you at the regular place on her salon’s table, grabbed and covered you with the white sheet and started unpacking her stuff.

You broke apart, sitting on the ground sobbing, you didn’t even know if you’re going to get the chance to beg her to grow you back, you wondered when are you going to see Oria again - if ever.

Few hours later Hila pulled off the sheet, she was smiling, “ok Guy, did you miss me?”, you defeatedly nodded, not sure what to do, she giggled, then pulled you out, placing you at the table.

“The treks really deleted all your work”, she said, like you haven’t noticed already, “I think their condition got far worse than before, but it’s a good thing right? More food for you”, she laughed, you looked at her with an indifferent face.

She placed one foot in front of you, the stench was awful, the amounts of dead skin were overwhelming, you didn’t even know where to begin, your body was trembling, you had to say something.

“H..Hila?”, you asked with a trembling voice.

“Huh? Why won’t you start eating? There’s a lot of work to do”, she giggled, at least she has a good mood.

“I… I’ve been thinking about it and… and..” you stammered, her look started getting impatient, “I kinda want to go home”, you cut straight to the point afraid to lose her attention.

“What?” She bent closer, her face suggesting she thinks she didn’t hear right.

“I’m sorry”, you quickly said, “I think it’s not for me anymore, I don’t want it, I really want my old life back, I’m sorry”, you said again, afraid of her response.

Then Hila laughed, gesturing with her hand for you to stop talking nonsense, “very funny, start working”.

“I’m.. I’m being serious, I don’t want to do it”, you tried to insist, but your voice and body were shaken, you felt so insecure.

It looks like Hila isn’t amused anymore, “ok, so you forgot your place, Oria spoiled you? She ruined your education”, she stated in a firm tone.

“No, it’s not th-“

“On your knees, now”, she ordered, you obeyed, still shaking.

“Eyes to the foot”, she pointed at her sole, staring at you with an intimidating look, you obeyed again.

“Now start working, not a word”, you held the tears back, fighting the instinct to cry, “pathetic slave”, she added in contempt, you got your face closer to a cluster of dead skin and started grinding your teeth against it, trying to rip it off, it was as hard as a shell.

“Don’t you ever talk like that again”, she kept going, angrier than you’ve ever seen her before, “I was reckless with my feet during my vacation only because I knew you were here waiting for me, it’s too late to back out, you asked for this”.

Tears started to form in your eyes, as after a struggle you were able to rip off a small part of dead skin, chewing it slowly.

“Is that clear? You wanted this, you even BEGGED for this, remember? Stop being an ungrateful little shit and raise your pace up”, you obeyed again, swallowing the half chewed piece, coughing as you almost choked on it, then started licking another spot, drinking her vile foot sweat to push the piece down in order to start grinding another disgusting piece. She was still looking at you, still mad.

“You are MINE, my property, and you are not going anywhere until I’m happy with my feet, get it into your little pathetic head”, she was never that mean to you, it was horrible, like a demon got into her, you kept working rapidly just trying to please her so she stops tormenting you with her words like that.

“Now give my foot a big kiss, welcome me back home, thank me”.

Humiliated, you stopped licking and gave the ball of her foot a big kiss.

“On all fours, head down”, you moved from being on your knees to all fours as she instructed, and went back to kissing her sole.

“Th… thank you”, you said, defeated, terrified.

“I didn’t hear it”, she said loudly.

“Thank you”, you replied louder, your voice still shaken.

“Thank you what?”, she teased, finally releasing a little smile.

“Thank you Hila”, you said, not sure what she means.

“No, it’s goddess from now on, you insignificant bug, know your place”, only by hearing her voice, you know she’s smiling now in satisfaction.

“Thank you goddess”, you said loudly, in a sour voice as you held your tears back, and right after saying it you broke and a sob got emitted uncontrollably from your throat, you started crying and you couldn’t hold it back.

“Good, now keep working and stay on all fours until I say otherwise”.

While crying, you obeyed, grinding your teeth against her foot from this uncomfortable position, Hila sighed and laid back, turning on the TV, she was satisfied with how she dealt with this small annoyance.

You realized all hope is gone, and Hila won’t set you free in the near future, you ripped off another small piece of dead skin and chewed on it, raising your gaze a little, you realized that your pace is nothing compared to the amount of dead skin her foot has, and it will take forever just to get it back to the bad state it had before her vacation.

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End of part 12