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Escape - BROKEN DOWN: Ep.1

Ok, here we go. 😰

This series will tell 2 stories, one that you're used to from me, a typical travel vlog, and one very different story.

The entire way I've wanted to delete the "other" half and keep the usual comedic travel video routine. But somewhere within I'm being pushed to go through with the idea.

Things haven't been going so great for me behind the veneer of online presence. I haven't been right for a while now.

I needed an out, a reset. So I set off on a long overdue journey to figure things out. It worked back in 2018 when I first set off in the ambulance and embarked into Vanlife (as cliché as that term is now) so I hoped it could work again. I had a destination in mind but no other plan from that, just like I used to.

Maybe along the way I'd get jolted back onto the rails I'd managed to fall off.

Escape - BROKEN DOWN: Ep.1

Comments

Thank you brother I feel the start of this right now ✌🏼❤️

Wes Andrews

Wow those miniatures are beyond insane!!

Andie Frogley

I’m 66 CJ and had a couple of times when the “old black dog” comes aboard. No preaching. Just take whatever time you need to heal. This stuff can wait, we’ll still be paying until you get back! 😉 Massive respect and stay safe.

Ste Tomlinson

With Depression, those voices that tell you things that just arn't real do take their toll on people. I know this well & starting to come out the other side again. I could do with a long trip, but as the van is well and truly foobard, it will be a while before I can entertain an epic journey like you are doing. Saying this watching the vid, you can see your tension starting to dissipate and not allowing those intrusive thoughts beat you. Remember its ok not to be ok. Plenty of us around for you to call if you just need a natter so you don't feel alone. Or just to vent, get things off your chest and putting the world to rights. Keep ya chin up. You got this..

Kieran Nicholas

next time you in the hull area give us a shout ill hapily buy you a pint

Well done CJ - you hit the ground running and are right back on top form. An excellent video. Looking forward to lots more.

Thankyou for making this video, CJ. You’ve managed to put into words here some feelings that I’ve been struggling with over the last year or so. I’m doing my own van build at the moment, heavily inspired by you, a project I’ve been massively looking forward to for several years and yet at every step of the way my brain stops me from just enjoying the process, the challenges and the hard work. Im hoping to take a leaf out of your book and see if a short trip away in it (although very much not finished) might kick me back into gear a bit!

Adam Bottomley

Beautifully well done. More so because I’m guessing many of us can relate to a lot of what you are experiencing. I certainly can. Thank you for taking that and making it into art. It broadens all of our experiences.

Mark Krueger

CJ. We are here for you. I'm sure you won't be judged for the way you need to handle this and I for one feel greatful that you trust me/us enough to let us in and share your life in every detail, good and bad. I can't help you with much but I can offer you a wonderful place to park up and chill if you're ever in The Shropshire Hills. It's a peice of land in the middle of nowhere, veiws to die for, no human interference, room for lance to run free and fantastic places to go for walks. I can provide electric charging point and water. There is composting on site. I am happy to send pics and video. Bring Emma too. Joe if he's around. It's safe, quiet and stunningly beautiful. Stay safe CJ. Love and best wishes to you all. Especially Lance xxxxxxxxxxx 🥰

Wenna

Brill vlog,everybody has down days it's how we cope that defines us,you will feel better with the 3 off u on the land,looking forward to more vlogs but take ur time 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿

Margaret Butler

Awesome watch! I got totally lost in that video…thank you x

Andrea Blurton


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