Secret Vent 1: First time ever vent
Added 2021-08-09 16:37:58 +0000 UTCI don’t usually vent here in patreon, but this is not a bad thing that I will drain from my subscribers, therefore these are for all of you:
August 9th. 2021. Today is quite a peaceful and happy day. I realised that some of my very good friends were able to get along with one another and they both have common interest, and it’s something that I don’t do pretty often. Instead I do my own favourite things and see if others have the same interest too.
As days and even months goes by, I felt that I lost a lot of connection with them and didn’t want to go back. It’s like our friendship rusted and I have nothing left to offer them, but just work and making myself happy every single day. What did I done wrong? I know I’m a super bad friend that doesn’t know a lot of things, but I’m always hardworking working my arse every single day to survive and never offend anyone at all since many months ago that I couldn’t even remember.
Sometimes I wish I can make true friends that can clique together with the same interest and even able to bond together without feeling uncomfortable. Why? Because I finally felt uncomfortable with some due to lack of common interest and time and factors like FAVOURITISM. Which hunts me till today. People favour it for some reason and these things are something that I lose up on. I can never win.
But I will get stronger, I promise you all. I get strong and I make sure I listen to all of my friends and I pick those that always been nice to me and in return I will. I swear I will do.
~WhiteFang, un-forgotten back memories to live. 9th august 2021, National Day of sg
