Lisa's "Dream" Short Film got me. badly. (no-copyright version)
Added 2025-08-16 06:24:38 +0000 UTCearly access for all active Patrons, will be on YouTube soon after copyright edits
this reaction is the only one that's popping out of hiatus to go on YouTube. it's important for me to share my grief as much as i can because Chris lives in my grief. hence this long ass reaction and going through the short film a second time to explain what resonates with me forever now. thank you for watching and listening, my Patreon Crew. i'll be back with an update video and onward with content. <3
—mrs. xthina
Comments
I love this reaction, it is completely genuine and your emotions are deep and real, it made me cry and touched my heart, I speak Spanish but your reactions are able to cross the language barriers. I feel your loss very much and I send you all the support and love as a fan 🤍💖
Bastian Llancapán Cayo
2025-08-18 18:28:11 +0000 UTCHi Daniel, great to see you also follow Thina as well as Ross 😉😊
Nick Crouch
2025-08-17 14:30:48 +0000 UTCWhen I first watch Dream, I thought about my wife who passed away few years ago, then I thought of you and Chris. As a spectator, I am selfish that I want to see your content update during this hard time, but all in a sudden, i told myself : " No, no, Thina, it would hit you so hard as much as it hits me. " I cried wif you when i watch your reaction in front of the camera. I know how you feel when I remembered I was holding the urn of my wife. But.........Thina, thank you. I dont know what else i can say and express my feelings. I just want you stay healthy, be strong, and have your post update once in a while, not necessary to the mv reaction, but at least let us know you are okay.
africawai
2025-08-16 22:28:53 +0000 UTCThought of you instantly when I saw this MV. The song is clearly personal to Lisa and I suspected it would resonate quite a lot with you. I'm impressed of your courage to post this particular reaction, it's not easy being vunerable. I'm glad this video helped you in some way. Sending all the love I can.
Daniel Karlsson
2025-08-16 20:29:01 +0000 UTCI told myself I wouldn't cry but Ive been following you for a long time and love your reactions when you went through take your time too come back you need that personal time I love you ❤️❤️❤️
Diamond Quintia
2025-08-16 20:03:37 +0000 UTCI hope that your doing okay through all of this , sending you lots of love and support <3
Eternalove
2025-08-16 18:56:18 +0000 UTCI wish i could give you a tight hug rn! Sending you all the love and strength. Keep doing what you’re doing. Lots of love ♥️
Chrysanthemum
2025-08-16 15:42:17 +0000 UTCThis made me cry. Not because you made me uncomfortable, but because I can feel how deeply you love Chris. To know love that pure exists in real life and not just in fairytales is really beautiful.
ezzy
2025-08-16 15:30:41 +0000 UTC(long a$s comment) Subscribed here again when i saw your yt reaction. I am bawling my eyes out. You’re walking us through grief describing what it’s like listening to the song with anecdotes here and there. Honestly it helps me in a way. Recently I’ve been hit with the realization of my parents leaving someday and that I wouldn’t know then what I’d do or if I could even survive that. I’ve been recalling how devastated I was when my grandmother died, and I imagine it would be worse if it were one of my parents. When you said if you live to 80 and Chris is forever 41, like, would he still find you beautiful then, it reminded me of the song Tears in Heaven where Eric Clapton said “Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven”. When I lost my grandmother I learned that there’s a belief that when a person dies, they wouldn’t be able to recognize you after death, in the afterlife. Blank slate. No memories, no recollection of who and what you were whatsoever. That made me sad. But you wanna know what I realized? That wouldn’t matter if you’re soulmates. You and Chris are soulmates. You’ll somehow find each other again. I just know. Would it matter what you’d look like then? For all we know you could meet in the afterlife looking like the way you did when he left. I think that’s one of the beauties of not knowing. Thank you, Thina, for sharing your experience with us. I hope this doesn’t offend you, but you’re the perfect person to react to this. It’s true what Chris said, you’re a person with a natural talent in having people want to watch you, listen to your opinions, and learn from your experience. You’re such a good conversationalist. I’m glad this video helped you, in a way, to realize that you are not alone, that you are seen. Reacting to this counts as bravery in my book. Hell waking up and facing a new day IS already brave. Thina, I can’t wait for the day you get back up. I know you will always be grieving, but I can’t wait for you to reach the day where grieving and living—really living—coexist in your life. See you next time!
Jhoanna
2025-08-16 14:26:26 +0000 UTCGreat to see you posting again and that you are OK ❤️ I wonder who/what are you listening to these days.
David Gatti
2025-08-16 10:55:38 +0000 UTCI super appreciate you and I’m just so sorry!! I already know this m/v hits close to home. I’m from Hawaii and I hope you know that you’re supported out here.
Dustin Koga
2025-08-16 07:12:35 +0000 UTCThought about you when I saw Dream, on what you have gone through and also being a Lisa stan.Hope you doing well. Sorry if my English is not that good.
Byron
2025-08-16 06:46:58 +0000 UTC
