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I hate to update with more bad news but I now have the flu.

Added 2025-07-23 16:40:31 +0000 UTC

hey Patreon Crew. please tell me that y’all are doing well.🙏🏼

one good news i have is that my grandpa has been discharged to recover at home now. the doctor informed us that he is experiencing a minor case of appendicitis, and for us to closely monitor him in case he needs to be brought back.

and now the bad news: yeah, i have the same fkn illness that is responsible for Chris’s passing. oddly, it’s not how i physically feel that bothers me, it’s how i mentally and emotionally feel about being sick with the same thing Chris had. my current symptoms are a sore throat, migraines, and body aches. i’ll do my best to take care of myself although i did the same for Chris and look where that led to. let me just say this then- i’ll do my best to remain calm and hopeful and not let my trauma and regrets get to me.

i’ll be back soon. i’m not saying this because of assuming that y’all are impatient because y’all have been nothing but supportive and understanding. i’m saying this as a way to say that i WILL get better, physically.🙏🏼

—MRS. XTHINA