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A testy TESTY ass month… checking in.🫶🏼

Added 2025-02-26 00:27:04 +0000 UTC

SUP MY PATREON CREW.🏴‍☠️ I really hope that y’all have been doing well, especially way better than I’ve been this month. It’s been a lot. I’ll be fine, I always aim to be, but it doesn’t change the fact that February has been kicking my ass.

First I get a lupus flare-up from the temperature drop in Texas, then once I start to recover, I get a flat tire on the way to my weekend job. Then once I buy a new tire, my health insurance increases like crazy. Then once I work on downgrading my health insurance to a cheap but very inconvenient HMO plan (the kind where I have to meet with a PCP to get a referral for all specialist visits and medication refills) due to not being able to afford $8200+ a year for a PPO plan, my husband is now very sick with a sinus infection and the flu.

My main concerns and focus have been on all that, and I haven’t had the mental, physical, or emotional capability to put makeup on, set up, and film a genuine reaction (I’ve tried and would stop after a couple of minutes in because I know y’all would definitely be able to tell that I’m not all the way there). I apologize for the lack of content y’all. I know many of y’all encourage me by saying that I don’t owe anyone an explanation; however, being part of the wonderful fam that y’all have made here with me, I’m giving y’all an update because I want to. “Part of the Crew, part of the Ship”.🏴‍☠️

I’ll be back super, super soon. I prefer fangirling over my faves over annoying life friction. Much love to yall! Thank you for continuing to support me!💜

—XTHINA🦜