Time to get real with y’all.😔🐶

Hey my Patreon crew. I hope everyone is doing well.👍🏼 I was holding back from posting because I was hoping life would go back to “normal” sooner than later before resuming content, but it doesn’t look to be that way at the moment so I’m gonna keep y’all in the loop.

Since we got back from our trip last Tuesday, which was such an all-time high of being proposed to during Hans Zimmer’s concert, we’ve faced nothing but a major low being home because of our dog Atari not feeling well. We first thought it was just a UTI and used the steroid cream we were given to treat her irritation, which definitely helped bring that issue down. But after several days of that, she’s shown more signs of pain and discomfort so we took her back today and had to leave her at the vet while they gave her a shot for her pain and to get some x-rays done. So now, we’re just waiting for that process to be done and hopefully figure out what’s going on with her.

I apologize for my lack of content lately. It’s just really tough to set up my camera, film, and act like all is well when it isn’t. It’s even tough to sit and edit what’s left from the previous list because I don’t know, maybe I feel “off” to feel any sense of happiness until I know that she’s taken care of and that she’ll be ok. I’ve just been crying for the past several days and even as I’m writing this now because I’m just sitting at home without her here. I’ve had migraines for several days now but I don’t care. And it’s just such weird timing with the Korean Festival K-pop Dance Competition that I’ll be a judge at coming up this weekend then XG’s concert the day after. I feel no excitement for anything at the moment.

I hope to be back asap because that would mean that she’s feeling better and getting better. As most of y’all know, I’m unable to have kids due to chemotherapy and lupus, so she’s my baby and my whole world. I would appreciate any prayers for her.🙏🏼

Thank y’all for always being understanding and being patient with me.🫶🏼