END-OF-2023 NOTES W/THE CREW

SUP MY PATREON CREW?!🏴‍☠️ Can y'all believe we are basically 2 weeks away from a new year? 2023 has been very interesting, K-pop related and real-life related. I've mentioned this big event in my life here with y'all a little while back, and it's now officially happening— my new home renovation & the process of clearing out my current house to move out soon.🪚🧳

To be honest, I was oddly numb the first day it got started (which was this past Tuesday). I think it's still slowly kicking in that I'm leaving my current home that I've lived at since 2015 where so much has happened. It's a weird combination of sadness and excitement, which I'm sure is normal when it comes to big changes and adjustments. I was also recently denied for the 4th time for disability for my SLE/CNS lupus and epilepsy, which did kind of mentally spiral me down to a dark place in my mind, but no worries, I'm centered back to acceptance and awareness of what I'm lucky for despite the situtation.

I will be filming and posting as much as I can while I still have my filming room that y'all have been used to since being here with me. My next filming room will literally be a third of the size I have now so I unfortunately won't have much space to have as much K-pop swag, but I'll manage. Starting today, I will be uploading edited content that were filmed since the end of November up to what was filmed last week, so some things I talk about in some videos may be outdated. For the rest of the month/year, I will be posting as I go and not be sharing a schedule for now since I don't want to make promises during a time when schedules change with families visiting, holiday activities, working at a bakery shop on weekends, etc.

I have a lot coming for y'all here on Patreon so please stay tuned! Thanks as always for your extra support that TRULY helps me with continuing to create content for y'all on both YouTube and Patreon. I'm forever grateful for my crew.💜🫂


—CAPTAIN LORD XTHINA