Hoo boy, we are coming closer to the end of the year huh? I been looking back and it has been quite a pretty overall fine one. Yet I feel.. like I haven't done enough? So lets go over what this year I have done.
I have done as of typing this, 301 daily comic dub uploads. That alone I do feel pretty proud of that! The intended at first was 30 dubs, beating my older record since before the Baalbuddy boom. However with how Helldivers 2 did very well for me as a comic dubber I kinda just went.. fuck it, why not! Decided to do my own Telepurte challenge and see if I can do a comic dub a day for at least a year. Now as we approach years end I feel a tad, well a smidge burn out. I have myself in a rhythm now of keeping my spirits up but it has spread me thin in terms of what I can do at times.
Leading into my next topic, my second channel that is meant for more Vtube oriented stuff! I mention before I am quite perplex on how I want to grow it, either by topic videos, game clips, or.. well reactions. (Yet I want to avoid the trap of just reaction videos.) I have made several vids before for it, yet scraping it because I always feel its not a standard I feel right with it, making a comic dub a day already takes its toll. While some videos for the second channel are much less stressful they still take a chunk of the day. If I invest in a lot of energy into one second channel video and find it does even lower then what I hope it would reach, it adds a punch to motivation. I am not establish on the second one, as I am with main channel, and that is ok but I would like to see at least a better bit of growth you know.
Youtube is fickle, I would like to do more with the second channel but not knowing what I feel can be to me a healthy steady growth makes it harder. I have no plans to abandon it, just would like to know what at least works for me that isn't just reaction videos. So much experimentation will be needed.
Also in other news! Working on a much bigger secret side project, that is a tad mentally draining but if pans out well, will be, really, really funny. Can't say if it will be done for a hot minute because again, I am spread thin. I still have adopted the "Fuck it, we ball" mentality on a lot of things so we shall see!
Anyway, I think soon I will open polls on more specific topics for a write up, got a lot of the technical stuff I been meaning to say for a while out of system so will be nice to let you guys who follow and support me and gauge what yall would like to hear! Again thank you for all the kind donations and words over the past few months, next 'culture piece' for those who seek in a few days! Have a lovely holidays!
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2024-12-16 00:14:39 +0000 UTC