Update + Filming this week

Hello everyone!

My apologies for being absent - along with mental health stuff, I ended up sick again (we'll blame my friend who visited me for a couple of days while knowingly being sick lol)

This week, I am/have been filming for the exclusives, "Pose" and "Arcane", the Patreon pick of last month, "The Substance", the first two episodes of "Love, Victor" season 3 - along with a reaction to "Wicked". These videos will be released over the next couple of weeks.

I am going to announce this soon on YouTube after uploading the first part of my Young Royals reaction, but I wanted to announce it earlier here as a heads-up.

As some of you know (and thank you to those who reached out privately to check on me) - I was experiencing a major depressive state this past month or so. I'm relieved to announce that I'm pretty much out of the dark now - but while I was under it, I went over the reasons contributing to my state.

Out of many, one of the reasons that kept popping up was the workload (and expectations) that I had been putting on myself before the depressive state set in with the "season binge-watch reactions".

I have mentioned that I am a woman-one show, meaning I am also my one and only editor. I didn't expect the mental toll of trying to push out a season binge-watch reaction in a week after initial filming to be so heavy, but now I realize why so many reactors only do one every great blue moon or so, or have an editor to take some of the load off.

If it had been only for one show, maybe I could have handed the stress and expectations more but doing it for three shows was starting to wear me down. I feel like my creativity in the editing process and getting thorough reviews out at the end of the video have been stifled as a result of just trying to push out the video as fast as possible, which is unfair to those of you both here and on YouTube who originally liked my videos for the editing and the in-depth reviews at the end.

As a result, for the reactions to Love, Victor and Chucky - I will be resuming doing two episodes per video rather than the entire season to relieve myself of some of the editing stress and time crunches. I don't want to sacrifice the quality of my work for the sake of "getting a video out ASAP". 

I hope you all can understand. I won't stop reacting to these shows, just simply cutting it down to two episodes per video - so you will still be able to watch my reactions to the final seasons of both Love, Victor and Chucky!

Thank you to those who checked up on me and to those waiting patiently for new content and everyone else in between, I will see you soon!