Patreon Pretty Much Paused until I catch Up

Hello everyone, first I would like to say thank you for everyone who has supported me through this and stuck around. All my back-and-forths. But honestly.....its really hard for me to continue with my drawing workload with my current IRL job breathing down my neck and having me work more than I need to (I really only have 1 1/2 days off a week and those...yeah, not enough time to get nearly anything accomplished, let alone keep my attention). I didn't expect my Employees to either self quarantine (seriously....same girl had to do it twice cuz different family members she lives with got COVID at different months) or take each other on vacation, leaving me with a bunch of shifts I didn't want to do. Along with the owners making me a full on repair guy for both store locations when I only agreed for 1 extra night instead of 2. And I know I'm going to be busy later this month too as I have to show up more for training new employees....god I seriously fucking hate this job. 

This is why I did actually turn in my job at the end of summer. At this point, I'm no longer going to be working for them because that job effectively did what I really didn't want to happen....ruin Patreon for me. 

Its not being deleted, but on pause UNTIL I get enough done from what I owe you and more (along with commissions that have been paid for). I'm not sure when its going to be unpaused, but just know that as long as you stay members, you'll be getting everything that is owed (mainly because I don't feel like tracking people down). 

Lastly, about the FGO doujin....yeah I scraped that. I know its only been 2 pages (well 4 for me finished) + the illustrations. But its because of 2 things: 1) I lost interest mainly in FGO, it became....such a boring game after all this time. 2) Because I only had so little days each week to work on drawing, I ended up losing my attention span on the doujin (me not liking the game anymore was a huge factor. Like I still like Ingoshima so I'm still doing the artbook basically). 

I went back to FeH (Fire Emblem Heroes) as Fire Emblem is a franchise I won't ever get tired of. So the new doujin is turning into a crossover with Achilles. Yes, I know this is the 3rd doujin and the previous 2 didn't make it past 4 pages because my IRL schedule got in the way. Which is why, even though I know I won't get tired of this story currently, I'm keeping Patreon paused until I get enough pages done PAST what I originally owe you all. Because its not fair for me to charge people for a comic I ended up ending. So even if I post the rewards I still owe you all (I need to remember if it was 1 or 2 months I owe...), Patreon will still be paused until I can push out more pages of the comic further. So as long as you're members and keep your current tiers, I will be supply the pages even as the Patreon is paused.

I just need to get my life together, and part of that is actually leaving a job that straight up takes advantage of me (despite being the manager).