HEY long time no post

Hello! First off I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has been sticking around here even though I completely fell off of posting.

I have a TON of wip pics to post & it's going to take me a long time to catch up, so I would probably suggest turning off notifications if they annoy you 😅

Patreon was going through a bunch of changing stuff & I couldn't even upload pictures half the time so I got irritated & stopped. But I think the app is finally done being buggy??? So I'm going to try & get back to posting.

Anyway small life update but I'm working hard to finish the rest of the queue soon, I'm burnt out as hell & finding the motivation to just do the work is at a very meek 4% out of 100%. My mental health is very up & down since I've been trying to get off my antidepressants because the side effects are just not what I need right now ontop of everything else. They make me way more hot then regular & the withdrawal symptoms of missing a dose are debilitating so I'm weaning myself down to a smaller dose & maybe getting off them entirely, we will see how a smaller dose goes first.

I have a lot of questions about when I'm opening commissions again but that won't happen until I finish my current work. Thankfully with my partner getting a job last year has really helped me to no add more to my plate, but her job JUST barely covers the main bills & I still need to make some spare change to cover our other necessities. I feel guilty even making a premade inbetween work, so I just really want to get out from under this massive weight & I'm sure I'll feel much better when I do. But for now I'm trying to take it one day at a time & focus on my physical & mental health.

I'm currently inbetween health insurance & trying to get back on medi-cal, a few months ago I started having heart palpitations & pains in my chest but had no ability to get it checked out so hopefully it's just anxiety & stress & not something worse. High blood pressure & cholesterol run in my family so I really need to start working on my health, why I waited until 30 years old to stop wrecking myself is thanks to depression I guess 🥲

So yeah, I will be slowly getting things uploaded here, along with a few new patterns & such.

I don't know if I will go about making videos really anymore but maybe. I feel like I get things done faster if I don't record & that's all I've been really focusing on. Anyway! Back to work!