[NSFW Alphabet] Lex / Lexie

The alphabet template is sourced from here. I hope you'll enjoy reading!

A = Aftercare [what they're like after sex]

After sex, L is very affectionate.

L needs to feel the MC close to them, to caress the spots where their fingers or nails may have pressed a bit too hard out of need, to express through touch or words how everything the MC makes them feel is exactly what they need and want, and how it's more than L could ever have imagined.

You can read the rest in the "Zzz" section.

B = Body part [their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner's]

L doesn't have a favorite body part [you can read why in the "X-ray" section].

When it comes to the MC's favorite body parts, L is quite simple in that regard: pecs / chest / breasts.

Even when not during sex, L would love to hug the MC from behind, hiding their flustered face in the crook of the MC's neck or back [depending on the MC's height and L's gender]. Then, slipping their hand under the hem of the MC's top [if wearing one], L would trail their hand upward along the MC's abdomen before cupping their pecs / chest / breasts, squeezing them with measured force, gently tracing the MC's form again before repeating the motion and… forcing themselves to step back [if the MC doesn't express any desire for continuation, of course].

As the relationship progresses, L will become more assured [and mildly teasing in an affectionate way] in their advances, and this can easily lead to something more intense, whether it's the MC turning around and paying L back for their teasing twice as much [assertive MC], or L turning the MC around and kissing them passionately, trailing their lips lower and lower to satisfy their rising hunger [reserved MC].

C = Cum [anything to do with cum, basically]

L will favor the MC's preference in that regard, but would lean towards inside if the MC wants / doesn't mind it.

Author's Note: I received a few messages asking why I give the option for the MC / RO "to come inside" in the Side Stories, and whether I ignore the potential consequences.

Short answer: no, there are canon reasons why it won't have consequences. After some consideration [and because L's alphabet should focus solely on L], I decided to include the full answer in the Patreon Content Masterlist [Q&A section].

D = Dirty secret [pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs]

Sweet, sweet L. If the MC secretly [and inappropriately] touches L in a public place and continues to stroke them right there, it will turn L into a flustered mess, sending them over the edge.

There will be certain consequences afterward, though, bringing out L's assured and playful side that... Actually, never mind.

E = Experience [how experienced are they? do they know what they're doing?]

L has a lot of experience from their time at the police academy.

The rest of this topic will be incorporated into one of the options in the main story during L's route, and I find this future conversation so deliciously... tense [especially if the MC has the established relationship with the secondary rivals].

F = Favorite position [this goes without saying]

Specifically with the MC, the "Lotus" position in all its variations would be L's favorite, along with other positions that involve their and the MC's bodies being tightly pressed together.

L just needs to feel their body pressing onto the MC / feeling the MC's weight against them—needs to have as close contact as possible.

G = Goofy [are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.]

L is very focused on the MC and making love with them.

H = Hair [how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.]

Completely up to the reader's imagination and headcanon.

I = Intimacy [how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect]

L's relationship with the MC is different from how L behaves with others because no one else can give L what they want to experience with the MC.

With the MC, L wants many things, but L doesn't just want to fuck the MC—it's never been about that, and it never will be.

What L wants is to make love with the MC, and it's hard to describe intimacy with them as anything but that—especially with the way every look, touch, and caress L gives the MC is soaked with deep yearning.

A yearning to be connected on every level.

A yearning to be truly compatible and complete together.

A yearning for what L feels to be not just them but mutual.

J = Jack off [masturbation headcanon]

Before the relationship with the MC:

L hates how often they do this—thinking about the MC, their eyes, their voice, the way their fingers move, the feel of their skin when L touches them in a friendly way, imagining it's the MC's hand touching them as L's own hand speeds up.

Their presence, their scent, them...

L feels a tight knot form in their stomach, grunting and whimpering the MC's name in a broken whisper until everything snaps.

Their mouth opens in a silent moan—unable to form a single word—while everything turns white under the overwhelming sensation of climax, with the remnants of the MC's image coloring the blissful moment of release.

When their vision sharpens, L glance at their hand—at the mess they've made.

Pathetic.

Each time, the act eases the physical need but doesn't relieve it, intertwining with the emotional need that leaves a bittersweet aftertaste.

Even so, cleaning themselves up, L knows this is something they will repeat.

Because feeling this is better than feeling nothing.

After all lines are crossed:

At first, L would try to contain their desire, and the habit of relieving it during masturbation would remain, since L wouldn't want the MC to think that sex is all they need.

How it will unfold depends entirely on the MC:

• The MC will have both assertive and reserved ways to express that they want L too.

• If sex isn't something the MC wants to have frequently, L will eventually come to terms with the realization that they and the MC are now everything L could only dream of, and there will be no need to seek fulfillment because L will already have what they wanted—for the MC to be theirs.

K = Kink [one or more of their kinks]

It's hardly a kink since it would only work with the MC, but still…

A light form of roleplay. Yes, really.

"Light" because L wouldn't be up for it until the very end or be too into hardplay, even forgetting about it altogether halfway before reaching the climax.

The only thing is, L needs to reach a certain point where they realize this would turn them on [either the MC decides to wear a sexy costume or teases L into wearing one], and the relationship needs to progress enough for L to feel more confident about their desires with the MC.

Why can this only work with the MC?

Because after so many years of sexually fantasizing about the MC, roleplay can become a way to bring those desires to life.

Even if the MC is already theirs, part of L will always regret that they didn't act / it didn't happen sooner. And roleplay is a perfect opportunity to soothe that regret, filling L with certainty and joy that, no matter the roles, times, or circumstances, they can finally get everything right—right here, right now—ending up like this, entangled together with the MC.

As it should be.

L = Location [favorite places to do the do]

While a sneaky handjob in an inappropriate location may indeed turn L on, they're not the type to engage in the full act in public or anywhere they can't be sure it's just them and the MC.

At home, however, anything goes—starting from the surface of the front door [because L can sometimes be too needy to even make it to somewhere more comfortable] and ending on the dinner table [because, where else can L have / serve the MC the most delicious meal?].

M = Motivation [what turns them on, gets them going]

 The MC.

N = No [something they wouldn't do, turn offs]

Pegging, BDSM, or any other activity that can imply and create an intense power dynamic in sex [unlike light roleplay].

L might actually agree to some of these things simply because they know the MC wants it, but it's not something L would enjoy [which isn't really healthy for a relationship, but it can happen because it's hard for L to say no to the MC, especially when it comes to sex].

The biggest "no" in sex for L, however, is anything that involves inflicting pain [except for scratching, holding too tightly to leave marks, biting, and hickeys].

Even if the MC enjoys it, L doesn't want to hurt them—they can't do that, and it would actually be mentally harmful for L [the same applies if the roles were reversed].

The MC is a safe harbor for L, and there should be no pain brought into that, whether during sex or not.

[You can read about scratching, holding too tightly, biting, and hickeys in the "Wild Card" section.]

O = Oral [preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.]

With other partners, L usually preferred receiving.

With the MC, however, L prefers giving because:

• It was a significant part of their sexual fantasies—to pleasure the MC, and once the line is crossed, L will enjoy the process immensely [to the point where L may reach the edge of their own release without direct stimulation].

• Even watching the MC pleasure them for less than a minute without looking away can send L over the edge too quickly, which would embarrass them.

That being said, this is a highly changeable subject: if the MC desires, they can work with L to help improve their endurance in this regard.

After all, it's the perfect excuse for the MC to satisfy their hunger and a quicker way to awaken L's more assured side, which will grow as the relationship progresses.

P = Pace [are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.]

L is affectionate, needy, and possessive.

Q = Quickie [their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.]

L has very... complicated feelings about quickies. Not physically [because they certainly can feel good, intense, and overwhelming], but emotionally [because of the reason they engaged in it with other partners].

It's actually not hard to put two and two together and determine why, but as mentioned in the "Experience" section, the MC and L will be able to have that conversation in the main story.

Also, L's view on quickies could easily change; it just needs a little more... practice.

R = Risk [are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.]

L is a person who has a very hard time accepting change or anything new in any aspect, including sex [though Lex and Lexie are quite different in this regard].

Lex will be more guarded, and if it's not the MC expressing a desire to try something, L is pretty much content with vanilla sex, different positions, and standard toys [and roleplaying, but as stated in the "Kink" section, L will need to reach that point first].

Lexie, on the other hand, is softer and more open to the MC's desires [as long as it doesn't involve anything from the "No" section].

This difference stems from L's upbringing, and while it won't be directly addressed in the main story, understanding L's background will provide enough context to explain why L might think or act a certain way.

S = Stamina [how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?]

Sex with the MC feels both deeply fulfilling and emotionally consuming for L, but they're not the type to prefer multiple intense rounds in a row.

Additionally, cuddling and falling asleep in the MC's arms after sex feels just as satisfying as the act itself, so L would rather spend the rest of their energy enjoying the MC's closeness before drifting off to sleep.

T = Toys [do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?]

This depends heavily on the MC's gender and the dynamic between the MC and L [since any of L's sexual activities are accompanied by thoughts of the MC, guiding the need that L is trying to fulfill at least physically].

I won't go over every possible variation, but in general:

Lex:

If the MC is straight, Lex doesn't use toys, but this could change once they get together.

Any other variations depend on the dynamic. However, considering what's been mentioned above, it's easy to figure out.

Lexie:

She owns and uses toys regularly, regardless of the dynamic or the MC's gender, though what and how does depend on these aspects.

When it comes to using toys with partners:

L has never been particularly interested in it [they never cared enough for that].

With the MC, however [as their relationship progress], L would derive intense satisfaction from using toys to bring the MC to release [if the MC is open to it].

L would savor every sigh, every shudder, every sound of their name escaping the MC's lips, taking in the sight before them with a deep, aching pleasure—even without the MC returning the favor or this progressing further.

Couple's sex toys are also okay, but Lexie would enjoy it much more than Lex.

U = Unfair [how much they like to tease]

As the relationship progresses, L can be mildly teasing and pretty confident [in a calm manner] during the process, but the teasing would be affectionate and loving rather than sassy.

V = Volume [how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.]

It depends on the pace: if sex is slow and sensual, L is more talkative and even can be mildly teasing in a completely affectionate way [if the relationship has progressed enough or L is drunk].

If sex is more intense, L can barely manage anything beyond the MC's name, breathy and full of need, slipping out in sweet, pleading moans.

Especially near release.

W = Wild card [a random headcanon for the character]

L has a very strong yet suppressed "cute / playful aggression", and it can sometimes be hard for L to express affection [especially during sex], as they often make an effort to tone that quality down [because, as stated in the "No" section, L is afraid to hurt the MC].

Combined with their desire for the MC, everything inside L is practically itching to mark the MC's body in every way possible—scratching, biting, leaving hickeys, pressing just a little harder to leave marks…

More than that, once lines are finally crossed, L won't just want—they'll need sex with the MC to leave evidence [on both their and the MC's bodies].

L will need to trail their fingers over the lines, feel the scratch itch as it rubs under the fabric of their clothes, press on the marks while imagining it's the MC's hands again / use the marks they left on the MC from holding them a little too tight as an excuse to kiss it better and make up for it with their tongue…

In other words, L needs to feel that what they share with the MC is real.

However, even if the MC allows all of this, L must first overcome their hesitation and fear. There are two ways this might start to happen:

• The MC notices L holding back at a certain moment and initiates a conversation, showing or telling L that they want to see all sides of L and don't want L to hold back.

• L is drunk, because when they're intoxicated, they become more firm and intense, less concerned with being careful or considerate, and more focused on giving in to their own desires and needs rather than the MC's. This will be something L feels deeply ashamed and emberrased of, even if L won't remember doing any of it afterward [since L experiences alcohol blackouts every time they reach a certain level of intoxication].

X = X-ray [let's see what's going on under those clothes]

L has a beautifully shaped, toned / fit body that reflects a certain level of healthiness in its form, yet still retains a softness that is more than pleasant to squeeze [especially their thighs, which are definitely something the MC can hold onto].

For a long time, however, L hated their body and couldn't accept it: L gains weight easily and feels heavy and uncomfortable if they exceed even a couple of kilos above their ideal weight / height range [more Lexie than Lex, since height plays a role in that aspect].

L lost all the extra weight [and even more] during the first half of their first year at the police academy, not because of the workload but due to stress [if you've read L's Side Story, you can already pinpoint the cause].

Since then, L has felt much better [less tired, no longer burdened by the heaviness that once troubled them] and has worked hard to maintain their body.

In the current moment of the story, L still works out regularly to maintain their physique, but they no longer obsess over it as they once did.

There's more to say about this topic [because it's not really about weight], but it will be touched on in the main story [very briefly] and will make sense after learning about L's background, which helps explain why they felt and perceived themselves the way they did.

Still, however L might feel, it's their personality that makes their already attractive form shine even brighter.

But even that wouldn't erase L's fear that someone like the MC wouldn't find their body attractive—an assumption that's easy enough to dispel.

Y = Yearning [how high is their sex drive?]

More than 10 years of suppressing their yearning and torturing themselves with sexual fantasies about the MC left a lasting imprint, and L will always feel a deep need and hunger to have the MC and let the MC have them in every possible way of that word, emotionally and physically.

Z = Zzz [how quickly they fall asleep afterwards]

Since L feels very safe in the MC's arms, they fall asleep quickly, but not before snuggling into the MC's chest / breast and holding them tightly.

If the MC needs some time alone after sex, L would feel upset but will never express it, falling asleep only when the MC returns to bed.

Over time, L will adjust to the MC's preferences in this regard, and this isn't a bad thing: a close relationship alone isn't enough to make a relationship work "as a couple", and L understands that.

L will be very considerate of the MC's needs and desires, doing their best to find ways to make their sexual experience more compatible [if there are any differences in sexual preferences, except for what is stated in the "No" section], working together with the MC.

Because more than wanting the MC, L wants to fit together with the MC in every way—emotionally and physically. And if this requires time and effort, for L, the MC is worth it.

Worth everything.