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Two years with Patreon. This date made me think a little about what I have, what I'm tired of and what I want. I have wonderful patrons who support me, many not even the first month, some even more than a year. I’m tired of the thing that people see me only as an object, a shell, and for sure, they may not even remember my name, but discuss my body. And I want to bring here more real myself, maybe not even for you but for myself. My work, my content, my ideas are more important to me than the money that I could get many times more for selfies with naked boobs or something that people are for some reason so interested in. I want people to remember me, not only my works in which I was most risky stripped.
I want to try to make a small diary here to share my ideas about content, my plans, to be closer to you and at least this will help me to develop my English a little (I hope).
This will not affect my regular content in any way, but maybe I’ll make the tier (like $5) for the diary to push myself to post something regularly and to filter out people who are not interested because I don’t want to tell my thoughts and ideas to everyone. Even if you don’t like this idea, I’m not very upset, lately, I `ve been thinking a lot about the fact that I need to be less upset if you don’t like some of my works and think more about how to make it the way I like or at least enjoy the process.
I’ll start tomorrow, I don’t promise that it will be daily, I don’t promise that I will write a lot, but I will write because there are a lot of thoughts in my head about my content and its direction, about burning out and everything that affects what you will see in my works in the future.

There are a lot of very beautiful girls among which I cannot be the most beautiful, the most talented, successful, maybe I just have to be the only one myself.

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UPD // The [DIARY] tier is launched now. Big thanks to my patrons for supporting this idea soo warmly