please forgive me
Added 2022-06-27 11:40:43 +0000 UTCthe lack of bigger things, the lack of posts.
and especially to those who had privates streams scheduled this past weekend.
I have been up and down with babysitting and dogsitting this entire month it has gotten worse.
Due to my broken tailbone I should not be picking up anything as large as this dog, but due to them being sick, it is how I have had to take them outside.
This Saturday, thanks to one of the kids, I nearly dropped this dog from shoulder height, and caught them at knee height, causing me to throw out my back. More than likely suffering from a slipped disk and nerve damage.
I am now in severe pain. I can barely stand, let alone sit. I can no longer tell the difference between the tingling in my leg and the loss of blood pressure making my leg fall asleep.
I am in constant pain.
I do not have money. I do not have another job.
The fact that I cannot even sit without being in excruciating pain is causing me to panic.
I am sorry.
