Belly Aching about Kuroinu Rebellion's Development

-Im Mostly Venting here beating myself up-
I dont know if its ADHD or What but lately its been a STRUGGLE to work on Rebellion.

I mean actually sit down Lock in and work on it Levels of Struggle...

I put anywhere between 6-8 hours of work and it feels like im barely scratching the surface 80% of the time. The monotony of programing each intractable even when copy and pasting, setting up each event and carefully having to realign and rewrite scenes, keeping track of corruption and affection points, adding in secret goodies in locations, programing every single enemy encounter how they act and what troops exist and such. Aligning and Realigning character images so they fit, changing expressions ect.

And every fiber of my brain is screaming DO SOMETHING ELSE!! Either it be Getting up and pacing, Running laps around the hood, eating something or getting lost Youtube Doom scrolling every other part of me is making me want to do ANYTHING ELSE than work on Rebellion and its been a hellva struggle.

If thats not more Evidence that this project needs to end soon I dunno what.

Before hand I could lock the hell in and work my buns off getting stuff done but lately sense like 2022 its been getting just so hard to stay focused and work. I have no idea whats been going on or why its becoming an absolute struggle to just end things....

It could be so many factors weither it be literally having to do EVERYTHING in the Project where originally I had a team before, The Tedious nature of writing, typing, programing and testing add nausium or it could be because I am near the end who knows.

Im letting you guys know Im working as best as I can trying to get this stuff done before the year end but MAN its a friggen struggle to get stuff done majority of the time.

Shout out to Moonblack for being the Omega Gigachad for actually helping out with these situations.

Sorry for the Weird post guys I just needed to get off my chest how development is been going PAINFULLY slow lately and I dont know why and I hate myself because of it, I know For darn sure I can 400% knock stuff out of the park when I lock in but For some reason lately I cant and I don't know why.