even my boobs are related to my health. my period has always caused me intense pain. the size of my boobs increases as the pain increases. so when they look better and bring more pleasure to others i am in more pain. i have pmdd so i want to kill myself almost every month. iβve destroyed every relationship iβve ever been in while having pmdd symptoms. iβve tried multiple medications and everything has made me feel worse because my connective tissue disorder makes me extremely sensitive to medication (and life).