I'm sorry.
Added 2024-10-08 17:10:04 +0000 UTCHey there ... so you've probably noticed that I've been inactive for a little while (couple weeks I believe by now) ...
Well, what started with me falling very sick after a bug I caught from people at work (42°c fever for 2 days) followed up with some pretty hardcore "Covid" type afflictions, went to get tested, and came out negative, so no idea what it could have been.
Anyway, I've been choking on my own saliva for the past couple weeks, for anyone wondering, I've somehow become unable to swallow my saliva, as it's thickened and become very viscous, apparently, a side effect of dehydration, though I am drinking, even though after drinking or eating I find myself gagging, well, on my saliva.
It's slowly returning to "normal", I'm able to drink regular water again without too much trouble, and when I eat, I'm now able to "keep it down" ... cause yeah, um, I was basically puking everything up 5-10 minutes after eating from the "gagging" of excess saliva.
Silver lining, I've "managed" to lose some weight ... mainly from not eating or really drinking for a couple weeks.
So yeah, quite heavily depressed by the realization that life isn't getting any easier, and that my health will only keep degrading as I get older ... not exactly able to envision the brightest future for myself. "Black-pilling" pretty hard right now, but at least felt I owed you all an update on why I've been away.
I'll try to get back to rendering again soon, got some new assets too, so yeah.
My sincerest apologies.
